Summary
Nottingham Crime Podcast Featuring Fez RAJA gangsters history notts online stories stabbings shootings
of the law
as well no joke i got locked up from
manslaughter
i had about 15 charges
welcome to not start online podcast
you’re recording right now yeah we’re
recording right now bro bastard i’ve
seen
my guy around the corner him and his
brothers are thicker is a bit longer
than that
he’s going on a few years oh yeah yeah
but obviously
you know what he’s feeling before me you
know me you know my your you know my
oldest and that yeah you know
from the first time i met you in that my
old son
oh
um last time i almost heard from you you
had a bit of uh bits and bobs going off
uh he was quite heavily involved in the
game i heard that you’ve cleared up your
back now you’re not um no no no i’ve
done my thing both you know anyone
around ng2 you know
they know about his brother’s boy yeah i
do my thing i’ve been doing my thing for
a hot second or not but you know what it
is when i mean in the hot second decade
it’s not even like off okay but
you know i’ve not progressed in that but
you know sometimes
mind over matter really you can have pee
but you know like i said like i said to
you though you could have money you
could buy a bed but you [ __ ]
can’t get no sleep yeah no you could buy
a club yeah but you’re not getting time
or whatever the [ __ ] when everybody in
the morning
it’s a blessing to have so many women
around y’all
that are nice of you in that but you see
what it is like i said to you look up
you know i do my thing shout out to phil
you know sometimes you can sit somewhere
with no money yeah and getting cheated
like a king
about two things
but let me say a lot of muslims are nice
a lot of white people in the world yeah
yeah yeah yeah you know you know
i’m always promoting you know this guy’s
half asian brother
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hey you see a lot of muslims like this
and like that when you get a lot of
white people like this and like that and
black people like oh you can’t
generalize you see what it is you have
to understand one thing yeah where we
come from
about it
good question
that’s a good question
yeah pick it there you go easy life or
something easy life for some people is
paying their bills and living comfy like
man like me i’ve never paid bills
mortgages yeah
asian yeah our asians work yeah yeah
that’s got so many answers
you know i mean because they had
children and everything i’ve got no kids
not this i just thought you know what
i’m going to hold back from that life
because it’s just a sacrifice [ __ ]
take mine if you want yeah
if you want you could i’m dead
enough of them the [ __ ] oh this is a
my oldest is seventies
unfortunately yeah yeah yeah yeah but
yeah she’s good now my oldest is
something and no i fought with him i
talked to him he’s all right you know i
mean and
my second is my daughter my third i got
another boy
it is what it is phil you know
you know what it is boys like i said to
you on the way down yeah boys when you
when you fall over you call for who your
mom yeah yeah
oh mama mama with the girls fall over
daddy
yeah i mean it is what it is but go back
so many hundreds of you know hundreds of
years
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people talk about slavery like oh this
and that and this and that but it’s like
modern day slavery is in britain
why not shot some jobs you’ll get them
cali
if not come
all in it that’s what i like about you
first man you’re always nice to everyone
you’re always you’re always cool man
yeah man you’re nice to me you know what
you know what the people saying my cool
shirt you’re gonna say another video
everyone likes i never knew i’m talking
[ __ ] about you from you know what i mean
i respect
a bit different yeah we’ve got we’ve got
we’ve got wound crime we’ve got knife
crime we’ve got we’ve got drug culture
but i think you know we don’t really
hear about murders we hear about a
little beef that’s called this stuff but
it’s it’s really human
this is a place where you can come
together
i don’t i don’t hold a grudge against
them do you know what i mean that hold a
grudge because they are aware because
i’m probably doing things wrong as well
it is as long as someone’s trying to
burn your hearts down
[ __ ] it breaking hearts is a part of the
game yeah as long as so much has to
ignite your [ __ ] ass and burn your
ass yeah yeah yeah you get me if they’ve
got a chest in the ove kingdom that’s
the kingdom but you know yeah yeah it is
what it is anyway yeah
it’s one minute it’s one man a bit he’s
like i’m sorry i am professional nothing
you paid though
i didn’t [ __ ] tonight
just by chance you know what i mean what
for the sex in it no not for the sex bro
you’re gonna leave disrespectful
people have yeah for real man
but they are evidence of
the fact that you know like the wives
are really [ __ ] good wives mind
they’re really [ __ ] really good
really like really like that called you
do you are just don’t give them kids is
that what it is
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what went wrong with england here was
when yeah the women got into feminists
and started burning bra started leaving
the ass not around for the kids the kids
didn’t get you know
holy play all right let me see let me
finish that situation how come there’s
no more churches left yeah i don’t know
this is more must than churches
because
there is no because
because there is no moderation
no there is
i mean the reason why i think that
australia is around
what you’re going to say what was it so
the church you’re losing for the
churches yeah disappearing and
everything in england yet it’s
unfortunately i believe because the
family unit was hurt you know what i
mean by the women going out to work and
stuff like that you know what i mean
women talking about women
right now i mean no no no no no because
the dad wants it that way because a dad
provides a woman loves her [ __ ]
husband and she wants every
high standard as possible well my
husband comes at him i want to be nice
and confident
it was like that it started changing you
know you know what i say to my oh shout
out
shout out to rage i’ll shout out to the
because you’ve done a lot of stuff i
know you’ve done high level stuff for a
long time i don’t know what we’re going
to go we’re going to go on another
podcast in the area yeah we’re gonna
pull up to people and let them see what
what their fault
i know i don’t know over the years i’ve
worn you down a bit and you thought you
know what it feels all right yeah
yeah we work together yeah you
you are what you want
yeah well it’s beautiful to be
[ __ ] alive and uh what happened
then when you got fingered then was it
dangerous what happened yeah you know
what it is there’s another no i’ve got
shank i’ve got something five times
people talk five times five times
[ __ ] home i’m so glad you’re alive
you know yeah i don’t know but you see
what it is
sometimes
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from that’s just head topped one more oh
i’ve gone yeah got a corn yeah it got
done two two caliber 20 22 you put it in
your cycling that but yeah yeah yeah
yeah
you’ve done enough to hit the boat in
the [ __ ]
up there i
you don’t like the same old guy like
from every day i’ve seen you very
consistently well i’ve been actually a
shout out to my
a lot of people [ __ ] about me
you know what it is
yeah but you see what it is
you see what it is
the reality is this might be true i
don’t even know it might be [ __ ] it
might hurt it though yeah it might be
shoe it might be false just did you just
say view in it but you see what it is
what i’ve noticed yeah is that when you
when when you look good on eid
you know what eid is it yeah christmas
you see not white my name don’t hate me
like that because when we go to westwood
road tomorrow and we’ve got 30 black
and a few other people patrick paddy
yeah
when i was a kid what’s that a knife
ruined again yeah i got shanked i got
sliced on my on my leg both legs
but it’s like it’s painful that one
doesn’t matter
yeah put your finger in here don’t
wonder man y’all put your finger in this
[ __ ]
come on
what’s the future saying for you then
bro what are you on this podcasting or
what don’t you want to like like borrow
my studio to do postcards with your
emails you know i need you to come with
me
with a video
let’s go
a lot of people not to do nowhere wrong
yeah
somebody knows them yeah and you’ve done
them wrong right words and then dave and
[ ] these are getting their [ ]
your mom’s tv as
things are going up like petrol i don’t
even drive dude i haven’t drive my butt
my mates have been having their bills go
up like five dollars a month extra
because they’re driving jobs because
they’re doing driving jobs so like you
pay your own wages
my left hand’s up because you know
headshot mode really can’t feel it what
can
inflation everything’s going up yeah
they’re saying england’s going to be
fought the same the titans have turned
in it obviously america’s falling on it
you know i mean like the the story the
prophecy is coming true in it yeah
prophecy i said that yeah yeah
everything you do you feel quite living
two kingdoms
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but you know what i will flex on your
[ __ ] arshia and go to florida but
you’re almost covered in divers
you come back you fall this is my
t-shirt by the way buy it or not start
online forward slash nft get yourself a
robin hood t-shirt what is that yours
yeah shout out where’s mine there yeah
i’ll go for it no they said i swear
i know him he’s like oh what the [ __ ]
he’s doing you don’t have to come off
that back right now i’m saying yeah yeah
right now i didn’t ruin you over on it i
see your face on it and he gave me
around another guy
i just know about myself and i can watch
myself i don’t know about it i’m feeling
as well i love good things you’ve got
five [ __ ] around him i can’t vouch
for him
yeah i’m saying that a lot of people go
through my [ __ ] in life yeah i’ve never
done hard drugs like that yet but i know
that sometimes yeah they might have been
tricked into the right man you know how
that man’s life how it came about you
know i mean you just don’t know
but there’s no excuses for it like you
say but you know i never judge a man but
i’ve got no addictions live but you know
what some things are difficult
what your addiction isn’t it sometimes
it’s something madness that’s not
nothing to do with drugs you put it to
the lifestyle some people are dangerous
to drugs some people are addicted to
gambling some people are addicted to
making money yeah some people are
addicted to [ __ ] yeah some people you
know
shout out to get to me once in a pub
yeah are you going to see this yo he
said to me you said you could you okay
listen to me you could you could trust
someone with with with your drugs but
you can’t trust him with your money i’ve
given him this much and i tested him and
he it’s a point [ __ ] fall down he’s
lifting you know you can all we in the
lifestyle we’ve lived and the age we are
we we
clever enough to enjoy yeah of course
yeah because people have been there and
done it themselves aren’t there so we
know what’s going on
just like our parents you say to us
don’t do this you know what tomorrow
you’re gonna and it’s true tomorrow we
see it hard so now we’re gonna do our
gamble now we have to make any means
necessary to [ __ ] so but you
know it is yeah i’m thankful to my
parents and i’m thankful to
the
fat food to england
yeah what the [ __ ] with that free nhs
free like i said before yeah
all right it is what it is it’s what
you’re making
i’ve given
i’ve not been that successful i’ve not
really been involved in crime like
heavily that much that’s all really i’m
it’s just mental health it’s just so
hard sometimes people you know i mean
because it’s stupid and you’ve childish
or it’s just like you need to grow up i
need to grow up or whatever it’s like i
don’t want to throw my life away or
anyone’s hurt anyone or anything what
you know because the end of the day
anger does wear off if you can find
something to to
channel it or waits or something or
something
yeah
it’s really really ticked all my boxes
really but sometimes yeah
i’m the worst guy to ask questions but i
can’t back out about me i’ll tell you
whatever you want but not about shout
out to my own podcast because i feel
soon yeah because you don’t want to
answer questions though not about other
people
i don’t know
i caught me off with a fallout what is
she what is [ __ ] is she human but she’s
not eating this [ __ ]
right i’ve not really hit my target yeah
i’m not really hitting no marks yet i’ve
always been part of all people’s lives
if you’re not i mean like sometimes i
think that’s a new one on my own so i
know ain’t going to go nowhere because
you’re watching the channel
though so she doesn’t need to move in
she doesn’t think that come on you know
you do your thing i need to get a
[ __ ] job one or something or do
something with my life i mean like this
podcasting it’s all right and everything
but
trying knowing it i’m trying i’m trying
my life i’m not really trying i’m not
really trying i’m just podcasting is
like this much in my my whole week in it
i’m just [ __ ] yeah i wake up in the
morning like you said i’m going to do a
podcast i don’t want to
edit it tomorrow night let’s let’s let’s
travel isn’t it that’s cool that’s good
places
multicultural team people if you’re busy
you said you put your gloves up man you
put them off again
you know you’ve got to deliver something
to society what do they want come with
us
we’ll show you the date every podcast so
yeah we’re linking up this place blah
blah blah call with us
can we [ __ ] get in peru i’ll be
anywhere with you
the next podcast rap
if i’m not in them
i want criminal stories and [ __ ] people
that wanted people want to hear because
we were a bit cagey
we got a couple people yeah you know i
don’t know
how people were really
you know too heavy man i don’t know
i’m on my own with cameras and mics and
uh in dangerous places where people are
making real money and i mean they just
don’t want to see me doing that it’s a
bit i wouldn’t want to see it i’d kick
him off the block i’d be like oh maybe
that’s what they say i feel they know
you enough but you know what it is they
don’t want to get the last one they were
nice to me but really truthfully i mind
my business that’s why they’re nice
changing about what i’m saying needs to
do end of the day
any money i can do anything like that
man
any man can do anything
give up on me
to my brother’s
oh my god dog needs to come and see me
because i’m full he used to reward him
you know
how quick you know you [ __ ] hear me
i don’t want to be a player kid i don’t
know [ __ ] put bets on that make sure
that bastard [ __ ] wins
quicker the worst thing i’ve ever done
gambling not horses and sports is long
drawn up no ari puffs yeah and what the
[ __ ] got certain horses on bastards i
yeah
i didn’t know a couple hours back in the
day when i was about 20. i’m talking
about saudi arabia yeah they’re popping
ones yeah pop ones yeah yeah yeah
probably own horses
yeah 50 million for a horse no one got a
jaguar gold jacket i wouldn’t look gold
it’s like gold colored jack top of the
range uh for his 21st birthday was
rolling down hockey yeah drunk about
three in the morning with him he was
like that [ __ ] i was like because
obviously he’s younger than usual yeah
big people yeah he like scraped down
somebody’s like oh well you know what i
mean you should i just thought i’m
getting out this guy this guy’s mad like
they’re mad they’ve got big people
yeah you’re going to tell me tomorrow
are you chatting [ __ ] to me
but why not that we should be grateful
because another day not income is the
sort of place where it’s invested
they’ve invested in that seat i’m
grateful for him to be here
that’s a lot of money getting splashed
around and not in a minute i know he’s
creating a lot of inflation with the
house price and stuff like that and
renting and stuff like but end of the
day that’s a lot of people getting paid
if it’s coming to nottingham i’m happy
one
for that a little bit because i’m really
normal
generation even saying that it’s
anything
yeah but i don’t want zeppelin
so what you see normal the point is
yeah the normal night
you know you know generational money is
beautiful yeah and you’ve got 100
million you know you could put 50
million under your mattress buy 20 cars
100 200 thousand pounds worth of jewelry
buy your baby between my baby with
buying [ ] asses i still got [ ]
so many millions yeah but you’ve only
got one move yeah between five brothers
yeah i know you’re [ __ ]
you get 15 family members yeah
yeah yeah oh you got two movies
yeah yeah yeah yeah birthdays come every
year [ __ ] christmas comes easter
comes [ ] everything comes [ ]
happy bunny [ ] [ ] you name it
fourth of july [ __ ] it up well there’s
no rest for the best
once around here check it i had 30
people against me
all these like yeah
40 of them yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah
big old school business
you know
again yeah what all these my comments no
i don’t say that
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with him and stuff like that and every
single day i see him and we talk holy
stuff
he talks on the heart bro
that’s how i remember i don’t know from
nothing nobody knows that i’ve never
seen him back to anybody so you might
know the old one under the new one
that’s why i can’t have that talk yeah
like i said before 99 of the time your
own people take you out you know you’re
talking about them yo this is the papers
bro
real talk for tv yeah
let the people know what the truth is
i
but i’ve got love for everyone yeah i’m
with you in it because of you i should
love to have you all right
if it weren’t for you if i had anything
no one knows
my recordings
but not everyone’s like sometimes they
get offended very easily no i can sit
with you comfortably that’s why i know
you’re sick i can sit with you i can sit
with you
um so if you’re gonna give someone
someone after being shanked five times
yeah i’m getting ahead for my podcast
what advice would you give me yo don’t
do no [ ] up [ ] you know just you
know it’s people out there that are uh
stronger than me bigger than me better
than me of course you know a lot of
people of course look in person you’re
in person
i
i was away for the half of the second
year whatever it was i was there i was
only there for like two years and i must
have missed half the year like 50
attendance yeah and they’re not going to
stop me from doing that that’s how i’m
at isn’t it i had discipline yeah you
wish you could go back to school
no no
i wish i could go back to it you know so
you got regret i forgot to get his head
up a bit more regret is it yeah
don’t know the work environment for it i
just know that
it’s just nice to
know what it is my nephews are doing it
my kids are doing it yeah yeah i’m just
going to maintain what the [ __ ] got for
mortgages yeah of course you are going
to maintain nothing
yeah questions
yeah
i want i want to keep charity the way
you travel
straight yeah
real talk for tv there’s [ __ ] you
think for us is taking me somewhere
equity is not equity gets run out now
it’s 2022. shout out to the people
trying to make it 200 300 400 bucks
[ __ ] bro real talk might be anything
to ask about me but it ain’t nothing the
government the system how it works right
now you’re going to be it’s different
but i want to leave a couple houses for
my kids yeah i want to be different yeah
yeah that’s nice if you’ve done that
that is amazing
yeah
like good credit and a job and all that
sort of stuff man i think that’s the
only way in life that you can do it
manifest you know i mean
plastic
is not good money but it is like good
money because if you speculate with your
credit investments they really doesn’t
cost you anything like people don’t buy
a house on a credit card don’t know and
they pay zero percent finance on it then
they’ve got an itemized bill of
everything they’ve done for the flaws
and [ __ ] and then bam they’re going to
pay off the thing once a month for
whatever through the rent payback or
whatever and this is right no no yeah
you know what it is a couple yards you
want to come for your yard
mortgage you put money down on it you
have to find a solicitor put your rights
through and then you’re going to pay
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40 grand up front you have to pay 42 43.
that’s how the [ __ ] system is
but yeah you have to start from
somewhere but i’m thankful for you know
my and and how it is but i’m just saying
you’re not my [ __ ] because i’m just i’m
just living at the moment
i’m teaching the kids mind that’s not
doing it because i i never got i was
thinking about doing a um online course
for kids who are off school like a
[ __ ] just a simple
little course you know
yeah for real you know
i’ll do that yeah
with that learning difficulties yeah
just normal just one more slow just like
even i could learn it like anyone could
learn and just you know start from the
times tables and then the abcs and just
do it slowly slowly slowly and just
swell you know easily you know i mean
you know even
history in there
yeah you know once
phil you know what me and you have been
both been through science and [ __ ]
double technology and then them classes
but
you don’t wish that
our father because the end of the day i
could have stayed on my engineering
apprenticeship if i wanted to i’m going
to do it yeah you could have a [ __ ]
corner i’m glad i didn’t know
because they said to me oh look in the
car park you see that knot you need to
go in with you
like that yeah i knew i tried to be a
raffle why am not here she’s only trying
to be a rapper once isn’t it
i didn’t make a lot of chats
huh i didn’t make it like i did try
harder i did all right i did better than
anyone else don’t ever give up yeah let
me say something to you you know what
you know what you just said something to
me yeah forget all this history and all
this because we were at school but we we
didn’t you know before can’t wait to
[ __ ] lesson finishes yeah real talk
yeah
let’s open somewhere we could [ __ ]
channel people
kids with [ __ ] problems yeah but
there’s no excuses because the internet
does provide a way to learn and if and
if a kid wants to know how to do
something they can’t find out if they
needed to say
but interacting with someone is
different yeah you’re all right getting
indie physically different
yeah it’s it’s a whole different right
we’ve got cool tables yeah we’ve got
this talk to us we can relate to them
you don’t have to fight him i’ve done it
look at these scores do you want to make
a [ __ ] um cic um community interest
company i don’t know about that but i’ll
pull with you yeah i don’t know we’ll do
that you know because you could be um a
mentor you could you know i’ve been
through that [ __ ]
i talked to him but i don’t want paid or
not and i’ll just do it for you guys
i’ll just do it for you
as long as as long as we’ve got respect
in the hood of course in the hood when
they when they pass by here they make
out yo this is phil’s wood
i’m definitely a guest in this hood man
because i’m not actually from this
foreign i haven’t been there 20 years
but to me that’s how mad i am you know
what i mean
i don’t know if you’re my god it’s my
hood then i’ve been jailed
off my nice play football as well for
the leagues and she just know nothing on
that because you play every team in
nottingham right now it’s beef they
haven’t ran into it
beef everywhere why is it beef
everywhere
remember you had a couple beefs down
here didn’t you what happened one of
these
on westwood remember you was it you or
yeah it was you in it so what happened
what did you [ __ ] someone up a couple of
times
oh you mean oh did you see that
cool man on westward yeah yeah what was
going off on that did i [ __ ] up on
this one i’m like i did you’ve been a
violent guy nice
i don’t know all i know is that when i
leave around here i’ll just put a rest
on because we’re done with it right it’s
the best thing because there’s people
from other areas coming by they’re
stabbing around a man sure really
investigating
i think it’s good to start the podcast
with an hour and 20 minutes thank you
for your time bro you know what i mean
and if you do want to be a co-host or if
you want to podcast anyone you can come
by and podcast with me for the time
what did that yeah i don’t know what was
wrong with her
and all these crowded people around her
whatever and she’s like then she stood
up like she’s all right
and she stumbled around a bit and it’s
like a [ __ ] sake i just thought it was
your drunk issue
she’s probably [ __ ] well yeah some
kind of truck she’s like some kind of
shout out to her yeah shout out to him
but she just [ __ ] kept walking around
in circles for [ __ ] like two and a
half hours i tried to get her a taxi
find her address oh there’s a [ __ ]
absolute nightmare anytime right now i
feel like that’s not obvious before i
seen you that’s what i was doing i’m
following this this this girl yeah she’s
getting things like this here
she was doing walking around town and
she just stopped
yeah she was [ __ ] md that me and she
was gonna up and reaching for stuff that
weren’t there and then and she stabbed
it up and uh you’re just a hard work she
was sat in the doorway for about half an
hour this is hard work because like i
don’t want to walk away and leave her
but i thought
why half step i’m not half stepper like
that in the end i had to [ __ ] leave
it because she kept turning around
sometimes you have to leave people after
five taxes bro i realized that she ain’t
even that [ __ ] she’s just being a
[ __ ] attention
[ __ ] me my left hand yeah shut up my
nerves are fortunate yeah yeah what what
so you can’t feel it at all i can’t feel
nothing to keep dropping things you know
really you’re not nervous no
dropped my flag chop my spiff a couple
of times he’s getting old as well when
mine isn’t as good as he used to be man
oh my god oh my god because your right
side of your head controls your left
side
down myself you know this man you know
he’s bastard yeah you just got to do
that and you just got to flex it every
day whatever you [ __ ] better you use
your left hand more than it that’s what
i would [ __ ] do
come on fine you know what i mean you
got to use it more
like you talking about it says that you
need to address it
i want to see you use it to fail well i
know that i’ve come back
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lobster and all that
salt fish and salt fish yeah [ __ ]
tilapia all types of fish all types of
fish
fish that taste like chicken broth when
you buy it it feels like chick that
bites oh different i’ve been dating
turkey yeah yeah i’ve been turkey three
times spain i only went to new mainland
spain spain was all right still i i
[ __ ] up in spain still because i had a
fight and i got locked up for three days
two days what was that about just just
just didn’t want to dance with a female
because i thought you know what my idea
would accuse you because you know it’s
the first time i went to maine that’s me
and i thought you know it didn’t matter
you’re trying to get you [ __ ] in that
you got me out dancing with her next to
me she’s making out oh i really yeah be
careful yeah yeah hey i didn’t know what
you to trust right now
[ __ ] his girls on top of him and um i
don’t know i just got arrested by the
time i got home and got nicked
what nick’s asked what’s he like at the
sales
[ __ ] eight man in one cell brother oh
[ __ ] you know how to speak sweater huh
they went to sleep no cushion well it’s
just just one bed in it i mean ever
however many man can get under one bed
in the [ ] you know the questions [ ]
all that just just open bars you get mad
there’s you you’re just in the basement
bro yeah that’s what
it is one yeah just like a little hole
you have to you have to sit down on the
floor and [ __ ] yeah like and like a walk
like a wall there or something something
you’re there for three days the two days
like a day like a day like a whole night
the next day in the evening i went to
court so basically a day i’m off i
wanted to say that there’s a court
translation i’m [ __ ] oh you know i
just got away didn’t it i’m never going
back to spain you’re my brother
i think i got a warrant on my name yeah
don’t name me
a few times but yeah
certain places do not get nicked in it
yeah
turkey i didn’t [ __ ] about you get me
that man will shoot you dead enough
with the buttons and [ __ ] buttons
they’ll put you in a field in that shoot
you didn’t make how you doing this and
that well
yeah that’s a funny thing that’s a funny
thing [ __ ] it actually i was just well i
was i’m glad to be back from [ __ ]
spain for that all right i’m going to
jamaica soon
yeah guys you’re making the characters
making
it to get there though it’s [ __ ]
miles away i don’t know but i need to
make a couple
me phil i’m not ma’am podcast man what’s
going on wake up yeah no yeah
welcome to the last online podcast let’s
get the questions now all right this is
this guy in the back of that’s called
jimmy
yeah he he he once came to me and said
oh i found
nine fingers
of [ __ ] that color same as that
cushion
yeah
you find
what basically nine of me in it
michaela michael yeah yeah yeah
nine of your skin colors yeah full ones
on the
i’ll tell you what you find on the minds
i don’t know where it saved you from
that but he said well yeah for you
though nothing for me i was like all
right so he said to you
innocent guy but you just you just
mentioned it while we were
and i just happened to mention it to my
my quite tall friend you know i mean
some moms like oh yeah
that thing is mine you know i was like
oh that was mine how does that guy know
where who he took it from he don’t know
does it so you could just lynch it off
and straight and say that’s mine
no no what happened so we went to the
guy’s yard to test it in we want to get
it and we went to the guys whoever it
was
and we’re there yeah going mad i came to
the door not nothing it was like a
little complex thing okay like that like
you coming to a little mini car park
and he was in his mum’s car when we went
around as well i didn’t know this so we
hopped i got to the guy’s flat yeah say
oh it’s me it’s me but the guys look for
the thing and seeing my man going no
[ __ ]
so what happened then tommy you got paid
i’m telling you no one got paid why
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one two three and then heard the thing
is they come in here they surround the
car party they’re surrounded the car
there’s no way out in this building yet
but
man it’s gone from a first story window
on the corridor and [ __ ] dropped it
you know i mean before they’ve got a
chance to surround the building he just
dropped it straight from the first win
the first floor bang must’ve been a long
drop but he’s so long wasn’t even longer
for it
you know what i mean by the time he’s
hung down and dropped it’s probably like
[ __ ] like seven foot for him to drop
a little bit for me yeah yeah yeah
long
i was left in the building i didn’t get
it it was just a [ __ ] it’s my fault
because it’s just he’s not like that
we’re all legitimate guys but he just
did it
and then we’re in the building and then
so i seen him in the car park pulling up
so i’m looking at the top so i’m going
to look at him coming in looking [ __ ]
where do i go
[ __ ] man even knows my name is where i
live everything they got it right on
that obviously on the door
i ran right right down to the very very
bottom stairs under the [ __ ]
stairwell and i seen a piece on his
[ __ ] foot you know me looking around
the corner
and he got shot back up done i got away
with the skin of my teeth [ __ ] pen
there no never
but then i had to reverse his mom’s car
yeah i could drive
i could not drive right now
he’s driving oh yeah i could drive now
but even then yeah even now i still get
bumpy driving this morning
it was brand new spanking [ __ ] thing
it looked [ __ ] amazing you know i
mean
just been washed and [ __ ] you know what
i mean and i’ve got a
the fez is actively on site bro you know
what i mean
and i swear though it was a [ __ ]
he gonna cross the road as well so i’m
just sat with this car that i don’t own
you know
i think you podcast still the other day
i’m bullied in that i see yeah i see you
please for this got someone got done
there was running
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someone stabbed up on that yeah oh
someone got ran over whatever i don’t
know i tried rude after
the barbershop is bleed yeah someone got
done there as well recently
you you i seen your podcast yeah yeah it
might have been that day though you know
yeah please stay pleased
it off and all that come on
i was only seeing because i just
happened to be on scene i didn’t get
called or let no one lets me know what’s
going on i ain’t really got one of their
phones at rings as you can see because
for this whole podcast
you know what i mean when you show me
the wounds you got i never imagined
you’ve been through that because i’ve
never imagined it i can’t change like
see like i’ve seen you before and after
another one
you know at one stage i used to be like
twelve tall stones
twelve stones like couple pounds and
that that’s your mental strength
obviously you’re strong with that drops
in your mental stuff this is amazing oh
i’m strong still i do i’m strong i’m not
i’m not that strong but you know i could
do 40 vessels 50 pesos i think that yes
i could do 50 percent same wow yeah but
obviously i’m smoking that i might be
lying but you know when you’re fighting
this different effects i mean you can
control your adrenaline you breathe
different you breathe out you know your
nose to get oxygen to your muscles for
the people that don’t know
end of the day it’s just a risk and it’s
like a thing that we like we
all right
it’s only gallium
you know
yeah podcast is a mad new thing because
it does really give people a chance to
sit in a room with you and it’s a
different vibe like you can feel your
vibe i’m sure you can feel the vibe
of the microphone because usually i’m a
strong presence you know i mean you know
you know i usually dominate people that
i sit around but you yeah i mean you’ve
got a strong energy manifest
i wonder y’all
i’m a baby man how old are you about 35
babies yeah man
i like you
now your brother is all your brother’s
[ __ ] no
i
me i’ve done so much since [ __ ]
school i did a lot at school as well
both schools
you know what i don’t feel
real talk yeah for you to say that i
need to think what i’m thinking oh i’ve
done so much here forget
more
yeah i’ve been through so much as well
but you know
i don’t remember that yeah i didn’t like
that no no i just wake up every day like
it’s fresh in it no it’s fresh yeah for
you yeah it’s just a blessing then you
[ __ ] look at your quest but like it’s
an effort to be like it’s not like it’s
not really like that i just say that i
wish i could go back to school i say
like it’s just a regime i say it is that
and then it is that and i say is that
your mentality is yeah this is a fresh
day in it bro so no matter what i feel
like right right no matter what you’re
like okay you’re talking village fees
military [ __ ] yeah so you could pump
something one minute next week you’re
waking up
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all of them guys are straight yeah
what’s the first thing they do when they
get pee
[ __ ] up not they go to casinos to
hookers or [ __ ] to dangerous things
with criminal sort of um
what type of people are today because i
i was doing this
i’ve seen money so they’ve done in the
past but i mean nowadays that’s what and
that’s what most people who have got
money they like to flaunt it and the
lights are you know what i mean to be in
the in crowd they’re like i’ve never
flaunted you ever no no no no you’re
getting the jewelry forget the jewelry
yeah you did yeah you did fly
the diamond
the diamond necklaces and braces it for
one time i received wearing them yeah
but usually you are very very modest
humble yeah man you’re humble yeah
yeah i got nothing yeah cool i haven’t
got enough of it yeah
to actually have practical experience
you need to have some credit work
history you know i mean i ain’t got no
work history to say oh yeah i can do
this job i’ve never worked tonight in
this dress this is a wait time to do it
for myself that’s what i’m going to try
and do to get off the door i’m going to
double in it yes
you know i mean effects
employment support
what’s wrong with that no nothing’s
wrong with it nothing’s wrong with it
there’s a lot wrong with it really
because you’re not paying your way in
society really i don’t really feel like
um i’m [ __ ] doing it with myself you
don’t know right so i think at least if
i do a podcast of me living this life is
i’m doing something while i’m living
this life and cause i do look for jobs
at the same time you know what i mean yo
you know what it’s it’s it’s it’s a nice
thing for you to say that you know
you’re looking for because you know you
know i don’t take it for granted you
know i mean i do like want to get off it
immediately you know i mean but i don’t
want to um put myself in a situation
where i get hurt all the people get hurt
or anything
i mean not like physically or anything
but i just mean like where they waste
money employing or training me off or
something if i can’t fulfill it at all
but what do you feel like you can do
this or hurt their pocket to give me the
chance do you know what i mean i want to
know that i’m a guarantee of [ __ ]
why’d you feel like you could do that
what do you feel like
that’s that’s a question so that’s a
good question that’s a [ __ ] good
question it’s a good spirit massive
it’s a bit looser
up on the side
did it didn’t give a [ __ ]
it’s like a bro
i wish i had that
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but you know what i’m straight off the
streets isn’t it you see me on the
streets now i’ll come
he’s like yeah let’s do it right now oh
all right now he’s like yeah let’s do it
right now it’s like all right cool
shout out to big jack
yeah man for real big jacking up shout
out to shout out to my big brother
daughter
for you brothers man
archer
all my nephews
all the brothers that are growing me
like grammy grinding on the streets
there’s nothing like that
yeah come on follow up on the podcast
yeah
the [ __ ] if you want to come tell your
story about a little craft story or a
little little story where you’ve changed
your life around like affairs and you
don’t do that [ __ ] anymore and you’re
like i’ve been good man yeah get your
gcses
and you got to still be here to tell the
story of you know that life and not be
in prison telling it or you know what i
mean all [ __ ] dead telling it
you can’t because
my brother my brother was going to blow
up on that prisoners are going to let
him in and and hear your story indeed if
you want but you know what he’s saying
don’t go to prison but i do challenge
you know what let me tell you something
you know what it’s real talk bro
from my real
you’ve got someone that’s younger than
you that’s hencher than you stronger
than you
uniforms yeah the guy like hedge six
foot five oh yeah he’s [ __ ] oh
i’m like oh you’re like me but i’ve
always been nicer because yeah
this is a nice light but you’re a
thankful friend
i’m such a nice guy
because these views
in it yeah kids out here you just don’t
want to go to jail man that’s a whole
different thing you’re cheating like a
dumb man people shaving you can’t even
shave them
let me take you over oh it’s hard in
there what in the finger i can’t shake
take a picture to take a picture of you
you have to look like that yeah because
all together yeah yeah i don’t want to
see you on your id card because you look
different
it’s not you you go through a whole
different
good point yes it’s in the original on
the original idea oh yeah
just don’t give a [ __ ] i got lost off a
manslaughter as well no joke i got
locked up from manslaughter
i had about 15 charges
he paid money he paid money and you got
certain things you know you have to pay
you have to pay you have to pay your way
you’ve got me because for me because i
don’t i couldn’t handle prison first
time i couldn’t do a free spirit
once thought were charges i’m looking
eight years seven years six years four
years and i [ __ ] did watching csi
[ __ ] 18 19. a man with 40 15 bigger
than me and i was [ __ ] i couldn’t eat
no smoking
[ __ ]
you have to wash your own box of shorts
because i didn’t know the regime had to
go to the gym to get to the laundry
function yeah
i didn’t want to drink the juice because
people told me i had to get you as well
everyone’s a man over there everyone
just wants to do the thing you get your
food no one talks about your football
food you gotta be all yeah yeah it’s a
different different juvenile detention
center
you don’t want to go there trust me what
the [ __ ] is this there’s just there’s a
bullying about the esso
how could you avoid it you can’t avoid
you know where to go like what the [ __ ]
is that you know you’ve got these
[ __ ] these
hardened criminals on your case i don’t
know how they were no they’re all good
in this door just do stupid [ __ ] i’m
just a sensible person i’m just sensible
you’re getting sensible as i can be
that’s why you’re
to you’re the only [ __ ] guy i could
think of like when i’ve seen you females
opportunity to see you you know i mean
you’re a rare guy to see you know i mean
like say you haven’t been running for so
long and even when you’re on the end you
just
you know i mean
i’m there but you know what i’m
thanks everyone for listening but you
know what i’ve got to get to bed because
my sleeping routine is terrible yeah we
of the law
as well no joke i got locked up from
manslaughter
i had about 15 charges
welcome to not start online podcast
you’re recording right now yeah we’re
recording right now bro bastard i’ve
seen
my guy around the corner him and his
brothers are thicker is a bit longer
than that
he’s going on a few years oh yeah yeah
but obviously
you know what he’s feeling before me you
know me you know my your you know my
oldest and that yeah you know
from the first time i met you in that my
old son
oh
um last time i almost heard from you you
had a bit of uh bits and bobs going off
uh he was quite heavily involved in the
game i heard that you’ve cleared up your
back now you’re not um no no no i’ve
done my thing both you know anyone
around ng2 you know
they know about his brother’s boy yeah i
do my thing i’ve been doing my thing for
a hot second or not but you know what it
is when i mean in the hot second decade
it’s not even like off okay but
you know i’ve not progressed in that but
you know sometimes
mind over matter really you can have pee
but you know like i said like i said to
you though you could have money you
could buy a bed but you [ __ ]
can’t get no sleep yeah no you could buy
a club yeah but you’re not getting time
or whatever the [ __ ] when everybody in
the morning
it’s a blessing to have so many women
around y’all
that are nice of you in that but you see
what it is like i said to you look up
you know i do my thing shout out to phil
you know sometimes you can sit somewhere
with no money yeah and getting cheated
like a king
about two things
but let me say a lot of muslims are nice
a lot of white people in the world yeah
yeah yeah yeah you know you know
i’m always promoting you know this guy’s
half asian brother
[Applause]
hey you see a lot of muslims like this
and like that when you get a lot of
white people like this and like that and
black people like oh you can’t
generalize you see what it is you have
to understand one thing yeah where we
come from
about it
good question
that’s a good question
yeah pick it there you go easy life or
something easy life for some people is
paying their bills and living comfy like
man like me i’ve never paid bills
mortgages yeah
asian yeah our asians work yeah yeah
that’s got so many answers
you know i mean because they had
children and everything i’ve got no kids
not this i just thought you know what
i’m going to hold back from that life
because it’s just a sacrifice [ __ ]
take mine if you want yeah
if you want you could i’m dead
enough of them the [ __ ] oh this is a
my oldest is seventies
unfortunately yeah yeah yeah yeah but
yeah she’s good now my oldest is
something and no i fought with him i
talked to him he’s all right you know i
mean and
my second is my daughter my third i got
another boy
it is what it is phil you know
you know what it is boys like i said to
you on the way down yeah boys when you
when you fall over you call for who your
mom yeah yeah
oh mama mama with the girls fall over
daddy
yeah i mean it is what it is but go back
so many hundreds of you know hundreds of
years
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people talk about slavery like oh this
and that and this and that but it’s like
modern day slavery is in britain
why not shot some jobs you’ll get them
cali
if not come
all in it that’s what i like about you
first man you’re always nice to everyone
you’re always you’re always cool man
yeah man you’re nice to me you know what
you know what the people saying my cool
shirt you’re gonna say another video
everyone likes i never knew i’m talking
[ __ ] about you from you know what i mean
i respect
a bit different yeah we’ve got we’ve got
we’ve got wound crime we’ve got knife
crime we’ve got we’ve got drug culture
but i think you know we don’t really
hear about murders we hear about a
little beef that’s called this stuff but
it’s it’s really human
this is a place where you can come
together
i don’t i don’t hold a grudge against
them do you know what i mean that hold a
grudge because they are aware because
i’m probably doing things wrong as well
it is as long as someone’s trying to
burn your hearts down
[ __ ] it breaking hearts is a part of the
game yeah as long as so much has to
ignite your [ __ ] ass and burn your
ass yeah yeah yeah you get me if they’ve
got a chest in the ove kingdom that’s
the kingdom but you know yeah yeah it is
what it is anyway yeah
it’s one minute it’s one man a bit he’s
like i’m sorry i am professional nothing
you paid though
i didn’t [ __ ] tonight
just by chance you know what i mean what
for the sex in it no not for the sex bro
you’re gonna leave disrespectful
people have yeah for real man
but they are evidence of
the fact that you know like the wives
are really [ __ ] good wives mind
they’re really [ __ ] really good
really like really like that called you
do you are just don’t give them kids is
that what it is
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what went wrong with england here was
when yeah the women got into feminists
and started burning bra started leaving
the ass not around for the kids the kids
didn’t get you know
holy play all right let me see let me
finish that situation how come there’s
no more churches left yeah i don’t know
this is more must than churches
because
there is no because
because there is no moderation
no there is
i mean the reason why i think that
australia is around
what you’re going to say what was it so
the church you’re losing for the
churches yeah disappearing and
everything in england yet it’s
unfortunately i believe because the
family unit was hurt you know what i
mean by the women going out to work and
stuff like that you know what i mean
women talking about women
right now i mean no no no no no because
the dad wants it that way because a dad
provides a woman loves her [ __ ]
husband and she wants every
high standard as possible well my
husband comes at him i want to be nice
and confident
it was like that it started changing you
know you know what i say to my oh shout
out
shout out to rage i’ll shout out to the
because you’ve done a lot of stuff i
know you’ve done high level stuff for a
long time i don’t know what we’re going
to go we’re going to go on another
podcast in the area yeah we’re gonna
pull up to people and let them see what
what their fault
i know i don’t know over the years i’ve
worn you down a bit and you thought you
know what it feels all right yeah
yeah we work together yeah you
you are what you want
yeah well it’s beautiful to be
[ __ ] alive and uh what happened
then when you got fingered then was it
dangerous what happened yeah you know
what it is there’s another no i’ve got
shank i’ve got something five times
people talk five times five times
[ __ ] home i’m so glad you’re alive
you know yeah i don’t know but you see
what it is
sometimes
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from that’s just head topped one more oh
i’ve gone yeah got a corn yeah it got
done two two caliber 20 22 you put it in
your cycling that but yeah yeah yeah
yeah
you’ve done enough to hit the boat in
the [ __ ]
up there i
you don’t like the same old guy like
from every day i’ve seen you very
consistently well i’ve been actually a
shout out to my
a lot of people [ __ ] about me
you know what it is
yeah but you see what it is
you see what it is
the reality is this might be true i
don’t even know it might be [ __ ] it
might hurt it though yeah it might be
shoe it might be false just did you just
say view in it but you see what it is
what i’ve noticed yeah is that when you
when when you look good on eid
you know what eid is it yeah christmas
you see not white my name don’t hate me
like that because when we go to westwood
road tomorrow and we’ve got 30 black
and a few other people patrick paddy
yeah
when i was a kid what’s that a knife
ruined again yeah i got shanked i got
sliced on my on my leg both legs
but it’s like it’s painful that one
doesn’t matter
yeah put your finger in here don’t
wonder man y’all put your finger in this
[ __ ]
come on
what’s the future saying for you then
bro what are you on this podcasting or
what don’t you want to like like borrow
my studio to do postcards with your
emails you know i need you to come with
me
with a video
let’s go
a lot of people not to do nowhere wrong
yeah
somebody knows them yeah and you’ve done
them wrong right words and then dave and
[ ] these are getting their [ ]
your mom’s tv as
things are going up like petrol i don’t
even drive dude i haven’t drive my butt
my mates have been having their bills go
up like five dollars a month extra
because they’re driving jobs because
they’re doing driving jobs so like you
pay your own wages
my left hand’s up because you know
headshot mode really can’t feel it what
can
inflation everything’s going up yeah
they’re saying england’s going to be
fought the same the titans have turned
in it obviously america’s falling on it
you know i mean like the the story the
prophecy is coming true in it yeah
prophecy i said that yeah yeah
everything you do you feel quite living
two kingdoms
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but you know what i will flex on your
[ __ ] arshia and go to florida but
you’re almost covered in divers
you come back you fall this is my
t-shirt by the way buy it or not start
online forward slash nft get yourself a
robin hood t-shirt what is that yours
yeah shout out where’s mine there yeah
i’ll go for it no they said i swear
i know him he’s like oh what the [ __ ]
he’s doing you don’t have to come off
that back right now i’m saying yeah yeah
right now i didn’t ruin you over on it i
see your face on it and he gave me
around another guy
i just know about myself and i can watch
myself i don’t know about it i’m feeling
as well i love good things you’ve got
five [ __ ] around him i can’t vouch
for him
yeah i’m saying that a lot of people go
through my [ __ ] in life yeah i’ve never
done hard drugs like that yet but i know
that sometimes yeah they might have been
tricked into the right man you know how
that man’s life how it came about you
know i mean you just don’t know
but there’s no excuses for it like you
say but you know i never judge a man but
i’ve got no addictions live but you know
what some things are difficult
what your addiction isn’t it sometimes
it’s something madness that’s not
nothing to do with drugs you put it to
the lifestyle some people are dangerous
to drugs some people are addicted to
gambling some people are addicted to
making money yeah some people are
addicted to [ __ ] yeah some people you
know
shout out to get to me once in a pub
yeah are you going to see this yo he
said to me you said you could you okay
listen to me you could you could trust
someone with with with your drugs but
you can’t trust him with your money i’ve
given him this much and i tested him and
he it’s a point [ __ ] fall down he’s
lifting you know you can all we in the
lifestyle we’ve lived and the age we are
we we
clever enough to enjoy yeah of course
yeah because people have been there and
done it themselves aren’t there so we
know what’s going on
just like our parents you say to us
don’t do this you know what tomorrow
you’re gonna and it’s true tomorrow we
see it hard so now we’re gonna do our
gamble now we have to make any means
necessary to [ __ ] so but you
know it is yeah i’m thankful to my
parents and i’m thankful to
the
fat food to england
yeah what the [ __ ] with that free nhs
free like i said before yeah
all right it is what it is it’s what
you’re making
i’ve given
i’ve not been that successful i’ve not
really been involved in crime like
heavily that much that’s all really i’m
it’s just mental health it’s just so
hard sometimes people you know i mean
because it’s stupid and you’ve childish
or it’s just like you need to grow up i
need to grow up or whatever it’s like i
don’t want to throw my life away or
anyone’s hurt anyone or anything what
you know because the end of the day
anger does wear off if you can find
something to to
channel it or waits or something or
something
yeah
it’s really really ticked all my boxes
really but sometimes yeah
i’m the worst guy to ask questions but i
can’t back out about me i’ll tell you
whatever you want but not about shout
out to my own podcast because i feel
soon yeah because you don’t want to
answer questions though not about other
people
i don’t know
i caught me off with a fallout what is
she what is [ __ ] is she human but she’s
not eating this [ __ ]
right i’ve not really hit my target yeah
i’m not really hitting no marks yet i’ve
always been part of all people’s lives
if you’re not i mean like sometimes i
think that’s a new one on my own so i
know ain’t going to go nowhere because
you’re watching the channel
though so she doesn’t need to move in
she doesn’t think that come on you know
you do your thing i need to get a
[ __ ] job one or something or do
something with my life i mean like this
podcasting it’s all right and everything
but
trying knowing it i’m trying i’m trying
my life i’m not really trying i’m not
really trying i’m just podcasting is
like this much in my my whole week in it
i’m just [ __ ] yeah i wake up in the
morning like you said i’m going to do a
podcast i don’t want to
edit it tomorrow night let’s let’s let’s
travel isn’t it that’s cool that’s good
places
multicultural team people if you’re busy
you said you put your gloves up man you
put them off again
you know you’ve got to deliver something
to society what do they want come with
us
we’ll show you the date every podcast so
yeah we’re linking up this place blah
blah blah call with us
can we [ __ ] get in peru i’ll be
anywhere with you
the next podcast rap
if i’m not in them
i want criminal stories and [ __ ] people
that wanted people want to hear because
we were a bit cagey
we got a couple people yeah you know i
don’t know
how people were really
you know too heavy man i don’t know
i’m on my own with cameras and mics and
uh in dangerous places where people are
making real money and i mean they just
don’t want to see me doing that it’s a
bit i wouldn’t want to see it i’d kick
him off the block i’d be like oh maybe
that’s what they say i feel they know
you enough but you know what it is they
don’t want to get the last one they were
nice to me but really truthfully i mind
my business that’s why they’re nice
changing about what i’m saying needs to
do end of the day
any money i can do anything like that
man
any man can do anything
give up on me
to my brother’s
oh my god dog needs to come and see me
because i’m full he used to reward him
you know
how quick you know you [ __ ] hear me
i don’t want to be a player kid i don’t
know [ __ ] put bets on that make sure
that bastard [ __ ] wins
quicker the worst thing i’ve ever done
gambling not horses and sports is long
drawn up no ari puffs yeah and what the
[ __ ] got certain horses on bastards i
yeah
i didn’t know a couple hours back in the
day when i was about 20. i’m talking
about saudi arabia yeah they’re popping
ones yeah pop ones yeah yeah yeah
probably own horses
yeah 50 million for a horse no one got a
jaguar gold jacket i wouldn’t look gold
it’s like gold colored jack top of the
range uh for his 21st birthday was
rolling down hockey yeah drunk about
three in the morning with him he was
like that [ __ ] i was like because
obviously he’s younger than usual yeah
big people yeah he like scraped down
somebody’s like oh well you know what i
mean you should i just thought i’m
getting out this guy this guy’s mad like
they’re mad they’ve got big people
yeah you’re going to tell me tomorrow
are you chatting [ __ ] to me
but why not that we should be grateful
because another day not income is the
sort of place where it’s invested
they’ve invested in that seat i’m
grateful for him to be here
that’s a lot of money getting splashed
around and not in a minute i know he’s
creating a lot of inflation with the
house price and stuff like that and
renting and stuff like but end of the
day that’s a lot of people getting paid
if it’s coming to nottingham i’m happy
one
for that a little bit because i’m really
normal
generation even saying that it’s
anything
yeah but i don’t want zeppelin
so what you see normal the point is
yeah the normal night
you know you know generational money is
beautiful yeah and you’ve got 100
million you know you could put 50
million under your mattress buy 20 cars
100 200 thousand pounds worth of jewelry
buy your baby between my baby with
buying [ ] asses i still got [ ]
so many millions yeah but you’ve only
got one move yeah between five brothers
yeah i know you’re [ __ ]
you get 15 family members yeah
yeah yeah oh you got two movies
yeah yeah yeah yeah birthdays come every
year [ __ ] christmas comes easter
comes [ ] everything comes [ ]
happy bunny [ ] [ ] you name it
fourth of july [ __ ] it up well there’s
no rest for the best
once around here check it i had 30
people against me
all these like yeah
40 of them yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah
big old school business
you know
again yeah what all these my comments no
i don’t say that
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with him and stuff like that and every
single day i see him and we talk holy
stuff
he talks on the heart bro
that’s how i remember i don’t know from
nothing nobody knows that i’ve never
seen him back to anybody so you might
know the old one under the new one
that’s why i can’t have that talk yeah
like i said before 99 of the time your
own people take you out you know you’re
talking about them yo this is the papers
bro
real talk for tv yeah
let the people know what the truth is
i
but i’ve got love for everyone yeah i’m
with you in it because of you i should
love to have you all right
if it weren’t for you if i had anything
no one knows
my recordings
but not everyone’s like sometimes they
get offended very easily no i can sit
with you comfortably that’s why i know
you’re sick i can sit with you i can sit
with you
um so if you’re gonna give someone
someone after being shanked five times
yeah i’m getting ahead for my podcast
what advice would you give me yo don’t
do no [ ] up [ ] you know just you
know it’s people out there that are uh
stronger than me bigger than me better
than me of course you know a lot of
people of course look in person you’re
in person
i
i was away for the half of the second
year whatever it was i was there i was
only there for like two years and i must
have missed half the year like 50
attendance yeah and they’re not going to
stop me from doing that that’s how i’m
at isn’t it i had discipline yeah you
wish you could go back to school
no no
i wish i could go back to it you know so
you got regret i forgot to get his head
up a bit more regret is it yeah
don’t know the work environment for it i
just know that
it’s just nice to
know what it is my nephews are doing it
my kids are doing it yeah yeah i’m just
going to maintain what the [ __ ] got for
mortgages yeah of course you are going
to maintain nothing
yeah questions
yeah
i want i want to keep charity the way
you travel
straight yeah
real talk for tv there’s [ __ ] you
think for us is taking me somewhere
equity is not equity gets run out now
it’s 2022. shout out to the people
trying to make it 200 300 400 bucks
[ __ ] bro real talk might be anything
to ask about me but it ain’t nothing the
government the system how it works right
now you’re going to be it’s different
but i want to leave a couple houses for
my kids yeah i want to be different yeah
yeah that’s nice if you’ve done that
that is amazing
yeah
like good credit and a job and all that
sort of stuff man i think that’s the
only way in life that you can do it
manifest you know i mean
plastic
is not good money but it is like good
money because if you speculate with your
credit investments they really doesn’t
cost you anything like people don’t buy
a house on a credit card don’t know and
they pay zero percent finance on it then
they’ve got an itemized bill of
everything they’ve done for the flaws
and [ __ ] and then bam they’re going to
pay off the thing once a month for
whatever through the rent payback or
whatever and this is right no no yeah
you know what it is a couple yards you
want to come for your yard
mortgage you put money down on it you
have to find a solicitor put your rights
through and then you’re going to pay
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40 grand up front you have to pay 42 43.
that’s how the [ __ ] system is
but yeah you have to start from
somewhere but i’m thankful for you know
my and and how it is but i’m just saying
you’re not my [ __ ] because i’m just i’m
just living at the moment
i’m teaching the kids mind that’s not
doing it because i i never got i was
thinking about doing a um online course
for kids who are off school like a
[ __ ] just a simple
little course you know
yeah for real you know
i’ll do that yeah
with that learning difficulties yeah
just normal just one more slow just like
even i could learn it like anyone could
learn and just you know start from the
times tables and then the abcs and just
do it slowly slowly slowly and just
swell you know easily you know i mean
you know even
history in there
yeah you know once
phil you know what me and you have been
both been through science and [ __ ]
double technology and then them classes
but
you don’t wish that
our father because the end of the day i
could have stayed on my engineering
apprenticeship if i wanted to i’m going
to do it yeah you could have a [ __ ]
corner i’m glad i didn’t know
because they said to me oh look in the
car park you see that knot you need to
go in with you
like that yeah i knew i tried to be a
raffle why am not here she’s only trying
to be a rapper once isn’t it
i didn’t make a lot of chats
huh i didn’t make it like i did try
harder i did all right i did better than
anyone else don’t ever give up yeah let
me say something to you you know what
you know what you just said something to
me yeah forget all this history and all
this because we were at school but we we
didn’t you know before can’t wait to
[ __ ] lesson finishes yeah real talk
yeah
let’s open somewhere we could [ __ ]
channel people
kids with [ __ ] problems yeah but
there’s no excuses because the internet
does provide a way to learn and if and
if a kid wants to know how to do
something they can’t find out if they
needed to say
but interacting with someone is
different yeah you’re all right getting
indie physically different
yeah it’s it’s a whole different right
we’ve got cool tables yeah we’ve got
this talk to us we can relate to them
you don’t have to fight him i’ve done it
look at these scores do you want to make
a [ __ ] um cic um community interest
company i don’t know about that but i’ll
pull with you yeah i don’t know we’ll do
that you know because you could be um a
mentor you could you know i’ve been
through that [ __ ]
i talked to him but i don’t want paid or
not and i’ll just do it for you guys
i’ll just do it for you
as long as as long as we’ve got respect
in the hood of course in the hood when
they when they pass by here they make
out yo this is phil’s wood
i’m definitely a guest in this hood man
because i’m not actually from this
foreign i haven’t been there 20 years
but to me that’s how mad i am you know
what i mean
i don’t know if you’re my god it’s my
hood then i’ve been jailed
off my nice play football as well for
the leagues and she just know nothing on
that because you play every team in
nottingham right now it’s beef they
haven’t ran into it
beef everywhere why is it beef
everywhere
remember you had a couple beefs down
here didn’t you what happened one of
these
on westwood remember you was it you or
yeah it was you in it so what happened
what did you [ __ ] someone up a couple of
times
oh you mean oh did you see that
cool man on westward yeah yeah what was
going off on that did i [ __ ] up on
this one i’m like i did you’ve been a
violent guy nice
i don’t know all i know is that when i
leave around here i’ll just put a rest
on because we’re done with it right it’s
the best thing because there’s people
from other areas coming by they’re
stabbing around a man sure really
investigating
i think it’s good to start the podcast
with an hour and 20 minutes thank you
for your time bro you know what i mean
and if you do want to be a co-host or if
you want to podcast anyone you can come
by and podcast with me for the time
what did that yeah i don’t know what was
wrong with her
and all these crowded people around her
whatever and she’s like then she stood
up like she’s all right
and she stumbled around a bit and it’s
like a [ __ ] sake i just thought it was
your drunk issue
she’s probably [ __ ] well yeah some
kind of truck she’s like some kind of
shout out to her yeah shout out to him
but she just [ __ ] kept walking around
in circles for [ __ ] like two and a
half hours i tried to get her a taxi
find her address oh there’s a [ __ ]
absolute nightmare anytime right now i
feel like that’s not obvious before i
seen you that’s what i was doing i’m
following this this this girl yeah she’s
getting things like this here
she was doing walking around town and
she just stopped
yeah she was [ __ ] md that me and she
was gonna up and reaching for stuff that
weren’t there and then and she stabbed
it up and uh you’re just a hard work she
was sat in the doorway for about half an
hour this is hard work because like i
don’t want to walk away and leave her
but i thought
why half step i’m not half stepper like
that in the end i had to [ __ ] leave
it because she kept turning around
sometimes you have to leave people after
five taxes bro i realized that she ain’t
even that [ __ ] she’s just being a
[ __ ] attention
[ __ ] me my left hand yeah shut up my
nerves are fortunate yeah yeah what what
so you can’t feel it at all i can’t feel
nothing to keep dropping things you know
really you’re not nervous no
dropped my flag chop my spiff a couple
of times he’s getting old as well when
mine isn’t as good as he used to be man
oh my god oh my god because your right
side of your head controls your left
side
down myself you know this man you know
he’s bastard yeah you just got to do
that and you just got to flex it every
day whatever you [ __ ] better you use
your left hand more than it that’s what
i would [ __ ] do
come on fine you know what i mean you
got to use it more
like you talking about it says that you
need to address it
i want to see you use it to fail well i
know that i’ve come back
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lobster and all that
salt fish and salt fish yeah [ __ ]
tilapia all types of fish all types of
fish
fish that taste like chicken broth when
you buy it it feels like chick that
bites oh different i’ve been dating
turkey yeah yeah i’ve been turkey three
times spain i only went to new mainland
spain spain was all right still i i
[ __ ] up in spain still because i had a
fight and i got locked up for three days
two days what was that about just just
just didn’t want to dance with a female
because i thought you know what my idea
would accuse you because you know it’s
the first time i went to maine that’s me
and i thought you know it didn’t matter
you’re trying to get you [ __ ] in that
you got me out dancing with her next to
me she’s making out oh i really yeah be
careful yeah yeah hey i didn’t know what
you to trust right now
[ __ ] his girls on top of him and um i
don’t know i just got arrested by the
time i got home and got nicked
what nick’s asked what’s he like at the
sales
[ __ ] eight man in one cell brother oh
[ __ ] you know how to speak sweater huh
they went to sleep no cushion well it’s
just just one bed in it i mean ever
however many man can get under one bed
in the [ ] you know the questions [ ]
all that just just open bars you get mad
there’s you you’re just in the basement
bro yeah that’s what
it is one yeah just like a little hole
you have to you have to sit down on the
floor and [ __ ] yeah like and like a walk
like a wall there or something something
you’re there for three days the two days
like a day like a day like a whole night
the next day in the evening i went to
court so basically a day i’m off i
wanted to say that there’s a court
translation i’m [ __ ] oh you know i
just got away didn’t it i’m never going
back to spain you’re my brother
i think i got a warrant on my name yeah
don’t name me
a few times but yeah
certain places do not get nicked in it
yeah
turkey i didn’t [ __ ] about you get me
that man will shoot you dead enough
with the buttons and [ __ ] buttons
they’ll put you in a field in that shoot
you didn’t make how you doing this and
that well
yeah that’s a funny thing that’s a funny
thing [ __ ] it actually i was just well i
was i’m glad to be back from [ __ ]
spain for that all right i’m going to
jamaica soon
yeah guys you’re making the characters
making
it to get there though it’s [ __ ]
miles away i don’t know but i need to
make a couple
me phil i’m not ma’am podcast man what’s
going on wake up yeah no yeah
welcome to the last online podcast let’s
get the questions now all right this is
this guy in the back of that’s called
jimmy
yeah he he he once came to me and said
oh i found
nine fingers
of [ __ ] that color same as that
cushion
yeah
you find
what basically nine of me in it
michaela michael yeah yeah yeah
nine of your skin colors yeah full ones
on the
i’ll tell you what you find on the minds
i don’t know where it saved you from
that but he said well yeah for you
though nothing for me i was like all
right so he said to you
innocent guy but you just you just
mentioned it while we were
and i just happened to mention it to my
my quite tall friend you know i mean
some moms like oh yeah
that thing is mine you know i was like
oh that was mine how does that guy know
where who he took it from he don’t know
does it so you could just lynch it off
and straight and say that’s mine
no no what happened so we went to the
guy’s yard to test it in we want to get
it and we went to the guys whoever it
was
and we’re there yeah going mad i came to
the door not nothing it was like a
little complex thing okay like that like
you coming to a little mini car park
and he was in his mum’s car when we went
around as well i didn’t know this so we
hopped i got to the guy’s flat yeah say
oh it’s me it’s me but the guys look for
the thing and seeing my man going no
[ __ ]
so what happened then tommy you got paid
i’m telling you no one got paid why
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one two three and then heard the thing
is they come in here they surround the
car party they’re surrounded the car
there’s no way out in this building yet
but
man it’s gone from a first story window
on the corridor and [ __ ] dropped it
you know i mean before they’ve got a
chance to surround the building he just
dropped it straight from the first win
the first floor bang must’ve been a long
drop but he’s so long wasn’t even longer
for it
you know what i mean by the time he’s
hung down and dropped it’s probably like
[ __ ] like seven foot for him to drop
a little bit for me yeah yeah yeah
long
i was left in the building i didn’t get
it it was just a [ __ ] it’s my fault
because it’s just he’s not like that
we’re all legitimate guys but he just
did it
and then we’re in the building and then
so i seen him in the car park pulling up
so i’m looking at the top so i’m going
to look at him coming in looking [ __ ]
where do i go
[ __ ] man even knows my name is where i
live everything they got it right on
that obviously on the door
i ran right right down to the very very
bottom stairs under the [ __ ]
stairwell and i seen a piece on his
[ __ ] foot you know me looking around
the corner
and he got shot back up done i got away
with the skin of my teeth [ __ ] pen
there no never
but then i had to reverse his mom’s car
yeah i could drive
i could not drive right now
he’s driving oh yeah i could drive now
but even then yeah even now i still get
bumpy driving this morning
it was brand new spanking [ __ ] thing
it looked [ __ ] amazing you know i
mean
just been washed and [ __ ] you know what
i mean and i’ve got a
the fez is actively on site bro you know
what i mean
and i swear though it was a [ __ ]
he gonna cross the road as well so i’m
just sat with this car that i don’t own
you know
i think you podcast still the other day
i’m bullied in that i see yeah i see you
please for this got someone got done
there was running
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someone stabbed up on that yeah oh
someone got ran over whatever i don’t
know i tried rude after
the barbershop is bleed yeah someone got
done there as well recently
you you i seen your podcast yeah yeah it
might have been that day though you know
yeah please stay pleased
it off and all that come on
i was only seeing because i just
happened to be on scene i didn’t get
called or let no one lets me know what’s
going on i ain’t really got one of their
phones at rings as you can see because
for this whole podcast
you know what i mean when you show me
the wounds you got i never imagined
you’ve been through that because i’ve
never imagined it i can’t change like
see like i’ve seen you before and after
another one
you know at one stage i used to be like
twelve tall stones
twelve stones like couple pounds and
that that’s your mental strength
obviously you’re strong with that drops
in your mental stuff this is amazing oh
i’m strong still i do i’m strong i’m not
i’m not that strong but you know i could
do 40 vessels 50 pesos i think that yes
i could do 50 percent same wow yeah but
obviously i’m smoking that i might be
lying but you know when you’re fighting
this different effects i mean you can
control your adrenaline you breathe
different you breathe out you know your
nose to get oxygen to your muscles for
the people that don’t know
end of the day it’s just a risk and it’s
like a thing that we like we
all right
it’s only gallium
you know
yeah podcast is a mad new thing because
it does really give people a chance to
sit in a room with you and it’s a
different vibe like you can feel your
vibe i’m sure you can feel the vibe
of the microphone because usually i’m a
strong presence you know i mean you know
you know i usually dominate people that
i sit around but you yeah i mean you’ve
got a strong energy manifest
i wonder y’all
i’m a baby man how old are you about 35
babies yeah man
i like you
now your brother is all your brother’s
[ __ ] no
i
me i’ve done so much since [ __ ]
school i did a lot at school as well
both schools
you know what i don’t feel
real talk yeah for you to say that i
need to think what i’m thinking oh i’ve
done so much here forget
more
yeah i’ve been through so much as well
but you know
i don’t remember that yeah i didn’t like
that no no i just wake up every day like
it’s fresh in it no it’s fresh yeah for
you yeah it’s just a blessing then you
[ __ ] look at your quest but like it’s
an effort to be like it’s not like it’s
not really like that i just say that i
wish i could go back to school i say
like it’s just a regime i say it is that
and then it is that and i say is that
your mentality is yeah this is a fresh
day in it bro so no matter what i feel
like right right no matter what you’re
like okay you’re talking village fees
military [ __ ] yeah so you could pump
something one minute next week you’re
waking up
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all of them guys are straight yeah
what’s the first thing they do when they
get pee
[ __ ] up not they go to casinos to
hookers or [ __ ] to dangerous things
with criminal sort of um
what type of people are today because i
i was doing this
i’ve seen money so they’ve done in the
past but i mean nowadays that’s what and
that’s what most people who have got
money they like to flaunt it and the
lights are you know what i mean to be in
the in crowd they’re like i’ve never
flaunted you ever no no no no you’re
getting the jewelry forget the jewelry
yeah you did yeah you did fly
the diamond
the diamond necklaces and braces it for
one time i received wearing them yeah
but usually you are very very modest
humble yeah man you’re humble yeah
yeah i got nothing yeah cool i haven’t
got enough of it yeah
to actually have practical experience
you need to have some credit work
history you know i mean i ain’t got no
work history to say oh yeah i can do
this job i’ve never worked tonight in
this dress this is a wait time to do it
for myself that’s what i’m going to try
and do to get off the door i’m going to
double in it yes
you know i mean effects
employment support
what’s wrong with that no nothing’s
wrong with it nothing’s wrong with it
there’s a lot wrong with it really
because you’re not paying your way in
society really i don’t really feel like
um i’m [ __ ] doing it with myself you
don’t know right so i think at least if
i do a podcast of me living this life is
i’m doing something while i’m living
this life and cause i do look for jobs
at the same time you know what i mean yo
you know what it’s it’s it’s it’s a nice
thing for you to say that you know
you’re looking for because you know you
know i don’t take it for granted you
know i mean i do like want to get off it
immediately you know i mean but i don’t
want to um put myself in a situation
where i get hurt all the people get hurt
or anything
i mean not like physically or anything
but i just mean like where they waste
money employing or training me off or
something if i can’t fulfill it at all
but what do you feel like you can do
this or hurt their pocket to give me the
chance do you know what i mean i want to
know that i’m a guarantee of [ __ ]
why’d you feel like you could do that
what do you feel like
that’s that’s a question so that’s a
good question that’s a [ __ ] good
question it’s a good spirit massive
it’s a bit looser
up on the side
did it didn’t give a [ __ ]
it’s like a bro
i wish i had that
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but you know what i’m straight off the
streets isn’t it you see me on the
streets now i’ll come
he’s like yeah let’s do it right now oh
all right now he’s like yeah let’s do it
right now it’s like all right cool
shout out to big jack
yeah man for real big jacking up shout
out to shout out to my big brother
daughter
for you brothers man
archer
all my nephews
all the brothers that are growing me
like grammy grinding on the streets
there’s nothing like that
yeah come on follow up on the podcast
yeah
the [ __ ] if you want to come tell your
story about a little craft story or a
little little story where you’ve changed
your life around like affairs and you
don’t do that [ __ ] anymore and you’re
like i’ve been good man yeah get your
gcses
and you got to still be here to tell the
story of you know that life and not be
in prison telling it or you know what i
mean all [ __ ] dead telling it
you can’t because
my brother my brother was going to blow
up on that prisoners are going to let
him in and and hear your story indeed if
you want but you know what he’s saying
don’t go to prison but i do challenge
you know what let me tell you something
you know what it’s real talk bro
from my real
you’ve got someone that’s younger than
you that’s hencher than you stronger
than you
uniforms yeah the guy like hedge six
foot five oh yeah he’s [ __ ] oh
i’m like oh you’re like me but i’ve
always been nicer because yeah
this is a nice light but you’re a
thankful friend
i’m such a nice guy
because these views
in it yeah kids out here you just don’t
want to go to jail man that’s a whole
different thing you’re cheating like a
dumb man people shaving you can’t even
shave them
let me take you over oh it’s hard in
there what in the finger i can’t shake
take a picture to take a picture of you
you have to look like that yeah because
all together yeah yeah i don’t want to
see you on your id card because you look
different
it’s not you you go through a whole
different
good point yes it’s in the original on
the original idea oh yeah
just don’t give a [ __ ] i got lost off a
manslaughter as well no joke i got
locked up from manslaughter
i had about 15 charges
he paid money he paid money and you got
certain things you know you have to pay
you have to pay you have to pay your way
you’ve got me because for me because i
don’t i couldn’t handle prison first
time i couldn’t do a free spirit
once thought were charges i’m looking
eight years seven years six years four
years and i [ __ ] did watching csi
[ __ ] 18 19. a man with 40 15 bigger
than me and i was [ __ ] i couldn’t eat
no smoking
[ __ ]
you have to wash your own box of shorts
because i didn’t know the regime had to
go to the gym to get to the laundry
function yeah
i didn’t want to drink the juice because
people told me i had to get you as well
everyone’s a man over there everyone
just wants to do the thing you get your
food no one talks about your football
food you gotta be all yeah yeah it’s a
different different juvenile detention
center
you don’t want to go there trust me what
the [ __ ] is this there’s just there’s a
bullying about the esso
how could you avoid it you can’t avoid
you know where to go like what the [ __ ]
is that you know you’ve got these
[ __ ] these
hardened criminals on your case i don’t
know how they were no they’re all good
in this door just do stupid [ __ ] i’m
just a sensible person i’m just sensible
you’re getting sensible as i can be
that’s why you’re
to you’re the only [ __ ] guy i could
think of like when i’ve seen you females
opportunity to see you you know i mean
you’re a rare guy to see you know i mean
like say you haven’t been running for so
long and even when you’re on the end you
just
you know i mean
i’m there but you know what i’m
thanks everyone for listening but you
know what i’ve got to get to bed because
my sleeping routine is terrible yeah we
could we could do that after we pulled
up yes
we can
could we could do that after we pulled
up yes
we can