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Ex Criminal Podcast #1 Official notts Online Podcast episode 1 we have a general chat about life and stuff

of the law

as well no joke i got locked up from

manslaughter

i had about 15 charges

welcome to not start online Podcast

you’re recording right now yeah we’re

recording right now bro bastard i’ve

seen

my guy around the corner him and his

brothers are thicker is a bit longer

than that

he’s going on a few years oh yeah yeah

but obviously

you know what he’s feeling before me you

know me you know my your you know my

oldest and that yeah you know

from the first time i met you in that my

old son

oh

um last time i almost heard from you you

had a bit of uh bits and bobs going off

uh he was quite heavily involved in the

game i heard that you’ve cleared up your

back now you’re not um no no no i’ve

done my thing both you know anyone

around ng2 you know

they know about his brother’s boy yeah i

do my thing i’ve been doing my thing for

a hot second or not but you know what it

is when i mean in the hot second decade

it’s not even like off okay but

you know i’ve not progressed in that but

you know sometimes

mind over matter really you can have pee

but you know like i said like i said to

you though you could have money you

could buy a bed but you [ __ ]

can’t get no sleep yeah no you could buy

a club yeah but you’re not getting time

or whatever the [ __ ] when everybody in

the morning

it’s a blessing to have so many women

around y’all

that are nice of you in that but you see

what it is like i said to you look up

you know i do my thing shout out to phil

you know sometimes you can sit somewhere

with no money yeah and getting cheated

like a king

about two things

but let me say a lot of muslims are nice

a lot of white people in the world yeah

yeah yeah yeah you know you know

i’m always promoting you know this guy’s

half asian brother

[Applause]

hey you see a lot of muslims like this

and like that when you get a lot of

white people like this and like that and

black people like oh you can’t

generalize you see what it is you have

to understand one thing yeah where we

come from

about it

good question

that’s a good question

yeah pick it there you go easy life or

something easy life for some people is

paying their bills and living comfy like

man like me i’ve never paid bills

mortgages yeah

asian yeah our asians work yeah yeah

that’s got so many answers

you know i mean because they had

children and everything i’ve got no kids

not this i just thought you know what

i’m going to hold back from that life

because it’s just a sacrifice [ __ ]

take mine if you want yeah

if you want you could i’m dead

enough of them the [ __ ] oh this is a

my oldest is seventies

unfortunately yeah yeah yeah yeah but

yeah she’s good now my oldest is

something and no i fought with him i

talked to him he’s all right you know i

mean and

my second is my daughter my third i got

another boy

it is what it is phil you know

you know what it is boys like i said to

you on the way down yeah boys when you

when you fall over you call for who your

mom yeah yeah

oh mama mama with the girls fall over

daddy

yeah i mean it is what it is but go back

so many hundreds of you know hundreds of

years

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people talk about slavery like oh this

and that and this and that but it’s like

modern day slavery is in britain

why not shot some jobs you’ll get them

cali

if not come

all in it that’s what i like about you

first man you’re always nice to everyone

you’re always you’re always cool man

yeah man you’re nice to me you know what

you know what the people saying my cool

shirt you’re gonna say another video

everyone likes i never knew i’m talking

[ __ ] about you from you know what i mean

i respect

a bit different yeah we’ve got we’ve got

we’ve got wound Crime we’ve got knife

Crime we’ve got we’ve got drug culture

but i think you know we don’t really

hear about murders we hear about a

little beef that’s called this stuff but

it’s it’s really human

this is a place where you can come

together

i don’t i don’t hold a grudge against

them do you know what i mean that hold a

grudge because they are aware because

i’m probably doing things wrong as well

it is as long as someone’s trying to

burn your hearts down

[ __ ] it breaking hearts is a part of the

game yeah as long as so much has to

ignite your [ __ ] ass and burn your

ass yeah yeah yeah you get me if they’ve

got a chest in the ove kingdom that’s

the kingdom but you know yeah yeah it is

what it is anyway yeah

it’s one minute it’s one man a bit he’s

like i’m sorry i am professional nothing

you paid though

i didn’t [ __ ] tonight

just by chance you know what i mean what

for the sex in it no not for the sex bro

you’re gonna leave disrespectful

people have yeah for real man

but they are evidence of

the fact that you know like the wives

are really [ __ ] good wives mind

they’re really [ __ ] really good

really like really like that called you

do you are just don’t give them kids is

that what it is

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what went wrong with england here was

when yeah the women got into feminists

and started burning bra started leaving

the ass not around for the kids the kids

didn’t get you know

holy play all right let me see let me

finish that situation how come there’s

no more churches left yeah i don’t know

this is more must than churches

because

there is no because

because there is no moderation

no there is

i mean the reason why i think that

australia is around

what you’re going to say what was it so

the church you’re losing for the

churches yeah disappearing and

everything in england yet it’s

unfortunately i believe because the

family unit was hurt you know what i

mean by the women going out to work and

stuff like that you know what i mean

women talking about women

right now i mean no no no no no because

the dad wants it that way because a dad

provides a woman loves her [ __ ]

husband and she wants every

high standard as possible well my

husband comes at him i want to be nice

and confident

it was like that it started changing you

know you know what i say to my oh shout

out

shout out to rage i’ll shout out to the

because you’ve done a lot of stuff i

know you’ve done high level stuff for a

long time i don’t know what we’re going

to go we’re going to go on another

Podcast in the area yeah we’re gonna

pull up to people and let them see what

what their fault

i know i don’t know over the years i’ve

worn you down a bit and you thought you

know what it feels all right yeah

yeah we work together yeah you

you are what you want

yeah well it’s beautiful to be

[ __ ] alive and uh what happened

then when you got fingered then was it

dangerous what happened yeah you know

what it is there’s another no i’ve got

shank i’ve got something five times

people talk five times five times

[ __ ] home i’m so glad you’re alive

you know yeah i don’t know but you see

what it is

sometimes

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from that’s just head topped one more oh

i’ve gone yeah got a corn yeah it got

done two two caliber 20 22 you put it in

your cycling that but yeah yeah yeah

yeah

you’ve done enough to hit the boat in

the [ __ ]

up there i

you don’t like the same old guy like

from every day i’ve seen you very

consistently well i’ve been actually a

shout out to my

a lot of people [ __ ] about me

you know what it is

yeah but you see what it is

you see what it is

the reality is this might be true i

don’t even know it might be [ __ ] it

might hurt it though yeah it might be

shoe it might be false just did you just

say view in it but you see what it is

what i’ve noticed yeah is that when you

when when you look good on eid

you know what eid is it yeah christmas

you see not white my name don’t hate me

like that because when we go to westwood

road tomorrow and we’ve got 30 black

and a few other people patrick paddy

yeah

when i was a kid what’s that a knife

ruined again yeah i got shanked i got

sliced on my on my leg both legs

but it’s like it’s painful that one

doesn’t matter

yeah put your finger in here don’t

wonder man y’all put your finger in this

[ __ ]

come on

what’s the future saying for you then

bro what are you on this podcasting or

what don’t you want to like like borrow

my studio to do postcards with your

emails you know i need you to come with

me

with a video

let’s go

a lot of people not to do nowhere wrong

yeah

somebody knows them yeah and you’ve done

them wrong right words and then dave and

 ] these are getting their [  ]

your mom’s tv as

things are going up like petrol i don’t

even drive dude i haven’t drive my butt

my mates have been having their bills go

up like five dollars a month extra

because they’re driving jobs because

they’re doing driving jobs so like you

pay your own wages

my left hand’s up because you know

headshot mode really can’t feel it what

can

inflation everything’s going up yeah

they’re saying england’s going to be

fought the same the titans have turned

in it obviously america’s falling on it

you know i mean like the the story the

prophecy is coming true in it yeah

prophecy i said that yeah yeah

everything you do you feel quite living

two kingdoms

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but you know what i will flex on your

[ __ ] arshia and go to florida but

you’re almost covered in divers

you come back you fall this is my

t-shirt by the way buy it or not start

online forward slash nft get yourself a

robin hood t-shirt what is that yours

yeah shout out where’s mine there yeah

i’ll go for it no they said i swear

i know him he’s like oh what the [ __ ]

he’s doing you don’t have to come off

that back right now i’m saying yeah yeah

right now i didn’t ruin you over on it i

see your face on it and he gave me

around another guy

i just know about myself and i can watch

myself i don’t know about it i’m feeling

as well i love good things you’ve got

five [ __ ] around him i can’t vouch

for him

yeah i’m saying that a lot of people go

through my [ __ ] in life yeah i’ve never

done hard drugs like that yet but i know

that sometimes yeah they might have been

tricked into the right man you know how

that man’s life how it came about you

know i mean you just don’t know

but there’s no excuses for it like you

say but you know i never judge a man but

i’ve got no addictions live but you know

what some things are difficult

what your addiction isn’t it sometimes

it’s something madness that’s not

nothing to do with drugs you put it to

the lifestyle some people are dangerous

to drugs some people are addicted to

gambling some people are addicted to

making money yeah some people are

addicted to [ __ ] yeah some people you

know

shout out to get to me once in a pub

yeah are you going to see this yo he

said to me you said you could you okay

listen to me you could you could trust

someone with with with your drugs but

you can’t trust him with your money i’ve

given him this much and i tested him and

he it’s a point [ __ ] fall down he’s

lifting you know you can all we in the

lifestyle we’ve lived and the age we are

we we

clever enough to enjoy yeah of course

yeah because people have been there and

done it themselves aren’t there so we

know what’s going on

just like our parents you say to us

don’t do this you know what tomorrow

you’re gonna and it’s true tomorrow we

see it hard so now we’re gonna do our

gamble now we have to make any means

necessary to [ __ ] so but you

know it is yeah i’m thankful to my

parents and i’m thankful to

the

fat food to england

yeah what the [ __ ] with that free nhs

free like i said before yeah

all right it is what it is it’s what

you’re making

i’ve given

i’ve not been that successful i’ve not

really been involved in Crime like

heavily that much that’s all really i’m

it’s just mental health it’s just so

hard sometimes people you know i mean

because it’s stupid and you’ve childish

or it’s just like you need to grow up i

need to grow up or whatever it’s like i

don’t want to throw my life away or

anyone’s hurt anyone or anything what

you know because the end of the day

anger does wear off if you can find

something to to

channel it or waits or something or

something

yeah

it’s really really ticked all my boxes

really but sometimes yeah

i’m the worst guy to ask questions but i

can’t back out about me i’ll tell you

whatever you want but not about shout

out to my own Podcast because i feel

soon yeah because you don’t want to

answer questions though not about other

people

i don’t know

i caught me off with a fallout what is

she what is [ __ ] is she human but she’s

not eating this [ __ ]

right i’ve not really hit my target yeah

i’m not really hitting no marks yet i’ve

always been part of all people’s lives

if you’re not i mean like sometimes i

think that’s a new one on my own so i

know ain’t going to go nowhere because

you’re watching the channel

though so she doesn’t need to move in

she doesn’t think that come on you know

you do your thing i need to get a

[ __ ] job one or something or do

something with my life i mean like this

podcasting it’s all right and everything

but

trying knowing it i’m trying i’m trying

my life i’m not really trying i’m not

really trying i’m just podcasting is

like this much in my my whole week in it

i’m just [ __ ] yeah i wake up in the

morning like you said i’m going to do a

Podcast i don’t want to

edit it tomorrow night let’s let’s let’s

travel isn’t it that’s cool that’s good

places

multicultural team people if you’re busy

you said you put your gloves up man you

put them off again

you know you’ve got to deliver something

to society what do they want come with

us

we’ll show you the date every Podcast so

yeah we’re linking up this place blah

blah blah call with us

can we [ __ ] get in peru i’ll be

anywhere with you

the next Podcast rap

if i’m not in them

i want Criminal stories and [ __ ] people

that wanted people want to hear because

we were a bit cagey

we got a couple people yeah you know i

don’t know

how people were really

you know too heavy man i don’t know

i’m on my own with cameras and mics and

uh in dangerous places where people are

making real money and i mean they just

don’t want to see me doing that it’s a

bit i wouldn’t want to see it i’d kick

him off the block i’d be like oh maybe

that’s what they say i feel they know

you enough but you know what it is they

don’t want to get the last one they were

nice to me but really truthfully i mind

my business that’s why they’re nice

changing about what i’m saying needs to

do end of the day

any money i can do anything like that

man

any man can do anything

give up on me

to my brother’s

oh my god dog needs to come and see me

because i’m full he used to reward him

you know

how quick you know you [ __ ] hear me

i don’t want to be a player kid i don’t

know [ __ ] put bets on that make sure

that bastard [ __ ] wins

quicker the worst thing i’ve ever done

gambling not horses and sports is long

drawn up no ari puffs yeah and what the

[ __ ] got certain horses on bastards i

yeah

i didn’t know a couple hours back in the

day when i was about 20. i’m talking

about saudi arabia yeah they’re popping

ones yeah pop ones yeah yeah yeah

probably own horses

yeah 50 million for a horse no one got a

jaguar gold jacket i wouldn’t look gold

it’s like gold colored jack top of the

range uh for his 21st birthday was

rolling down hockey yeah drunk about

three in the morning with him he was

like that [ __ ] i was like because

obviously he’s younger than usual yeah

big people yeah he like scraped down

somebody’s like oh well you know what i

mean you should i just thought i’m

getting out this guy this guy’s mad like

they’re mad they’ve got big people

yeah you’re going to tell me tomorrow

are you chatting [ __ ] to me

but why not that we should be grateful

because another day not income is the

sort of place where it’s invested

they’ve invested in that seat i’m

grateful for him to be here

that’s a lot of money getting splashed

around and not in a minute i know he’s

creating a lot of inflation with the

house price and stuff like that and

renting and stuff like but end of the

day that’s a lot of people getting paid

if it’s coming to Nottingham i’m happy

one

for that a little bit because i’m really

normal

generation even saying that it’s

anything

yeah but i don’t want zeppelin

so what you see normal the point is

yeah the normal night

you know you know generational money is

beautiful yeah and you’ve got 100

million you know you could put 50

million under your mattress buy 20 cars

100 200 thousand pounds worth of jewelry

buy your baby between my baby with

buying [  ] asses i still got [  ]

so many millions yeah but you’ve only

got one move yeah between five brothers

yeah i know you’re [ __ ]

you get 15 family members yeah

yeah yeah oh you got two movies

yeah yeah yeah yeah birthdays come every

year [ __ ] christmas comes easter

comes [  ] everything comes [  ]

happy bunny [  ] [  ] you name it

fourth of july [ __ ] it up well there’s

no rest for the best

once around here check it i had 30

people against me

all these like yeah

40 of them yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah

big old school business

you know

again yeah what all these my comments no

i don’t say that

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with him and stuff like that and every

single day i see him and we talk holy

stuff

he talks on the heart bro

that’s how i remember i don’t know from

nothing nobody knows that i’ve never

seen him back to anybody so you might

know the old one under the new one

that’s why i can’t have that talk yeah

like i said before 99 of the time your

own people take you out you know you’re

talking about them yo this is the papers

bro

real talk for tv yeah

let the people know what the truth is

i

but i’ve got love for everyone yeah i’m

with you in it because of you i should

love to have you all right

if it weren’t for you if i had anything

no one knows

my recordings

but not everyone’s like sometimes they

get offended very easily no i can sit

with you comfortably that’s why i know

you’re sick i can sit with you i can sit

with you

um so if you’re gonna give someone

someone after being shanked five times

yeah i’m getting ahead for my Podcast

what advice would you give me yo don’t

do no [  ] up [  ] you know just you

know it’s people out there that are uh

stronger than me bigger than me better

than me of course you know a lot of

people of course look in person you’re

in person

i

i was away for the half of the second

year whatever it was i was there i was

only there for like two years and i must

have missed half the year like 50

attendance yeah and they’re not going to

stop me from doing that that’s how i’m

at isn’t it i had discipline yeah you

wish you could go back to school

no no

i wish i could go back to it you know so

you got regret i forgot to get his head

up a bit more regret is it yeah

don’t know the work environment for it i

just know that

it’s just nice to

know what it is my nephews are doing it

my kids are doing it yeah yeah i’m just

going to maintain what the [ __ ] got for

mortgages yeah of course you are going

to maintain nothing

yeah questions

yeah

i want i want to keep charity the way

you travel

straight yeah

real talk for tv there’s [ __ ] you

think for us is taking me somewhere

equity is not equity gets run out now

it’s 2022. shout out to the people

trying to make it 200 300 400 bucks

[ __ ] bro real talk might be anything

to ask about me but it ain’t nothing the

government the system how it works right

now you’re going to be it’s different

but i want to leave a couple houses for

my kids yeah i want to be different yeah

yeah that’s nice if you’ve done that

that is amazing

yeah

like good credit and a job and all that

sort of stuff man i think that’s the

only way in life that you can do it

manifest you know i mean

plastic

is not good money but it is like good

money because if you speculate with your

credit investments they really doesn’t

cost you anything like people don’t buy

a house on a credit card don’t know and

they pay zero percent finance on it then

they’ve got an itemized bill of

everything they’ve done for the flaws

and [ __ ] and then bam they’re going to

pay off the thing once a month for

whatever through the rent payback or

whatever and this is right no no yeah

you know what it is a couple yards you

want to come for your yard

mortgage you put money down on it you

have to find a solicitor put your rights

through and then you’re going to pay

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40 grand up front you have to pay 42 43.

that’s how the [ __ ] system is

but yeah you have to start from

somewhere but i’m thankful for you know

my and and how it is but i’m just saying

you’re not my [ __ ] because i’m just i’m

just living at the moment

i’m teaching the kids mind that’s not

doing it because i i never got i was

thinking about doing a um online course

for kids who are off school like a

[ __ ] just a simple

little course you know

yeah for real you know

i’ll do that yeah

with that learning difficulties yeah

just normal just one more slow just like

even i could learn it like anyone could

learn and just you know start from the

times tables and then the abcs and just

do it slowly slowly slowly and just

swell you know easily you know i mean

you know even

history in there

yeah you know once

phil you know what me and you have been

both been through science and [ __ ]

double technology and then them classes

but

you don’t wish that

our father because the end of the day i

could have stayed on my engineering

apprenticeship if i wanted to i’m going

to do it yeah you could have a [ __ ]

corner i’m glad i didn’t know

because they said to me oh look in the

car park you see that knot you need to

go in with you

like that yeah i knew i tried to be a

raffle why am not here she’s only trying

to be a rapper once isn’t it

i didn’t make a lot of chats

huh i didn’t make it like i did try

harder i did all right i did better than

anyone else don’t ever give up yeah let

me say something to you you know what

you know what you just said something to

me yeah forget all this history and all

this because we were at school but we we

didn’t you know before can’t wait to

[ __ ] lesson finishes yeah real talk

yeah

let’s open somewhere we could [ __ ]

channel people

kids with [ __ ] problems yeah but

there’s no excuses because the internet

does provide a way to learn and if and

if a kid wants to know how to do

something they can’t find out if they

needed to say

but interacting with someone is

different yeah you’re all right getting

indie physically different

yeah it’s it’s a whole different right

we’ve got cool tables yeah we’ve got

this talk to us we can relate to them

you don’t have to fight him i’ve done it

look at these scores do you want to make

a [ __ ] um cic um community interest

company i don’t know about that but i’ll

pull with you yeah i don’t know we’ll do

that you know because you could be um a

mentor you could you know i’ve been

through that [ __ ]

i talked to him but i don’t want paid or

not and i’ll just do it for you guys

i’ll just do it for you

as long as as long as we’ve got respect

in the hood of course in the hood when

they when they pass by here they make

out yo this is phil’s wood

i’m definitely a guest in this hood man

because i’m not actually from this

foreign i haven’t been there 20 years

but to me that’s how mad i am you know

what i mean

i don’t know if you’re my god it’s my

hood then i’ve been jailed

off my nice play football as well for

the leagues and she just know nothing on

that because you play every team in

Nottingham right now it’s beef they

haven’t ran into it

beef everywhere why is it beef

everywhere

remember you had a couple beefs down

here didn’t you what happened one of

these

on westwood remember you was it you or

yeah it was you in it so what happened

what did you [ __ ] someone up a couple of

times

oh you mean oh did you see that

cool man on westward yeah yeah what was

going off on that did i [ __ ] up on

this one i’m like i did you’ve been a

violent guy nice

i don’t know all i know is that when i

leave around here i’ll just put a rest

on because we’re done with it right it’s

the best thing because there’s people

from other areas coming by they’re

stabbing around a man sure really

investigating

i think it’s good to start the Podcast

with an hour and 20 minutes thank you

for your time bro you know what i mean

and if you do want to be a co-host or if

you want to Podcast anyone you can come

by and Podcast with me for the time

what did that yeah i don’t know what was

wrong with her

and all these crowded people around her

whatever and she’s like then she stood

up like she’s all right

and she stumbled around a bit and it’s

like a [ __ ] sake i just thought it was

your drunk issue

she’s probably [ __ ] well yeah some

kind of truck she’s like some kind of

drugs

shout out to her yeah shout out to him

but she just [ __ ] kept walking around

in circles for [ __ ] like two and a

half hours i tried to get her a taxi

find her address oh there’s a [ __ ]

absolute nightmare anytime right now i

feel like that’s not obvious before i

seen you that’s what i was doing i’m

following this this this girl yeah she’s

getting things like this here

she was doing walking around town and

she just stopped

yeah she was [ __ ] md that me and she

was gonna up and reaching for stuff that

weren’t there and then and she stabbed

it up and uh you’re just a hard work she

was sat in the doorway for about half an

hour this is hard work because like i

don’t want to walk away and leave her

but i thought

why half step i’m not half stepper like

that in the end i had to [ __ ] leave

it because she kept turning around

sometimes you have to leave people after

five taxes bro i realized that she ain’t

even that [ __ ] she’s just being a

[ __ ] attention

[ __ ] me my left hand yeah shut up my

nerves are fortunate yeah yeah what what

so you can’t feel it at all i can’t feel

nothing to keep dropping things you know

really you’re not nervous no

dropped my flag chop my spiff a couple

of times he’s getting old as well when

mine isn’t as good as he used to be man

oh my god oh my god because your right

side of your head controls your left

side

down myself you know this man you know

he’s bastard yeah you just got to do

that and you just got to flex it every

day whatever you [ __ ] better you use

your left hand more than it that’s what

i would [ __ ] do

come on fine you know what i mean you

got to use it more

like you talking about it says that you

need to address it

i want to see you use it to fail well i

know that i’ve come back

[Laughter]

lobster and all that

salt fish and salt fish yeah [ __ ]

tilapia all types of fish all types of

fish

fish that taste like chicken broth when

you buy it it feels like chick that

bites oh different i’ve been dating

turkey yeah yeah i’ve been turkey three

times spain i only went to new mainland

spain spain was all right still i i

[ __ ] up in spain still because i had a

fight and i got locked up for three days

two days what was that about just just

just didn’t want to dance with a female

because i thought you know what my idea

would accuse you because you know it’s

the first time i went to maine that’s me

and i thought you know it didn’t matter

you’re trying to get you [ __ ] in that

you got me out dancing with her next to

me she’s making out oh i really yeah be

careful yeah yeah hey i didn’t know what

you to trust right now

[ __ ] his girls on top of him and um i

don’t know i just got arrested by the

time i got home and got nicked

what nick’s asked what’s he like at the

sales

[ __ ] eight man in one cell brother oh

[ __ ] you know how to speak sweater huh

they went to sleep no cushion well it’s

just just one bed in it i mean ever

however many man can get under one bed

in the [  ] you know the questions [  ]

all that just just open bars you get mad

there’s you you’re just in the basement

bro yeah that’s what

it is one yeah just like a little hole

you have to you have to sit down on the

floor and [ __ ] yeah like and like a walk

like a wall there or something something

you’re there for three days the two days

like a day like a day like a whole night

the next day in the evening i went to

court so basically a day i’m off i

wanted to say that there’s a court

translation i’m [ __ ] oh you know i

just got away didn’t it i’m never going

back to spain you’re my brother

i think i got a warrant on my name yeah

don’t name me

a few times but yeah

certain places do not get nicked in it

yeah

turkey i didn’t [ __ ] about you get me

that man will shoot you dead enough

with the buttons and [ __ ] buttons

they’ll put you in a field in that shoot

you didn’t make how you doing this and

that well

yeah that’s a funny thing that’s a funny

thing [ __ ] it actually i was just well i

was i’m glad to be back from [ __ ]

spain for that all right i’m going to

jamaica soon

yeah guys you’re making the characters

making

it to get there though it’s [ __ ]

miles away i don’t know but i need to

make a couple

me phil i’m not ma’am Podcast man what’s

going on wake up yeah no yeah

welcome to the last online Podcast let’s

get the questions now all right this is

this guy in the back of that’s called

jimmy

yeah he he he once came to me and said

oh i found

nine fingers

of [ __ ] that color same as that

cushion

yeah

you find

what basically nine of me in it

michaela michael yeah yeah yeah

nine of your skin colors yeah full ones

on the

i’ll tell you what you find on the minds

i don’t know where it saved you from

that but he said well yeah for you

though nothing for me i was like all

right so he said to you

innocent guy but you just you just

mentioned it while we were

and i just happened to mention it to my

my quite tall friend you know i mean

some moms like oh yeah

that thing is mine you know i was like

oh that was mine how does that guy know

where who he took it from he don’t know

does it so you could just lynch it off

and straight and say that’s mine

no no what happened so we went to the

guy’s yard to test it in we want to get

it and we went to the guys whoever it

was

and we’re there yeah going mad i came to

the door not nothing it was like a

little complex thing okay like that like

you coming to a little mini car park

and he was in his mum’s car when we went

around as well i didn’t know this so we

hopped i got to the guy’s flat yeah say

oh it’s me it’s me but the guys look for

the thing and seeing my man going no

[ __ ]

so what happened then tommy you got paid

i’m telling you no one got paid why

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one two three and then heard the thing

is they come in here they surround the

car party they’re surrounded the car

there’s no way out in this building yet

but

man it’s gone from a first story window

on the corridor and [ __ ] dropped it

you know i mean before they’ve got a

chance to surround the building he just

dropped it straight from the first win

the first floor bang must’ve been a long

drop but he’s so long wasn’t even longer

for it

you know what i mean by the time he’s

hung down and dropped it’s probably like

[ __ ] like seven foot for him to drop

a little bit for me yeah yeah yeah

long

i was left in the building i didn’t get

it it was just a [ __ ] it’s my fault

because it’s just he’s not like that

we’re all legitimate guys but he just

did it

and then we’re in the building and then

so i seen him in the car park pulling up

so i’m looking at the top so i’m going

to look at him coming in looking [ __ ]

where do i go

[ __ ] man even knows my name is where i

live everything they got it right on

that obviously on the door

i ran right right down to the very very

bottom stairs under the [ __ ]

stairwell and i seen a piece on his

[ __ ] foot you know me looking around

the corner

and he got shot back up done i got away

with the skin of my teeth [ __ ] pen

there no never

but then i had to reverse his mom’s car

yeah i could drive

i could not drive right now

he’s driving oh yeah i could drive now

but even then yeah even now i still get

bumpy driving this morning

it was brand new spanking [ __ ] thing

it looked [ __ ] amazing you know i

mean

just been washed and [ __ ] you know what

i mean and i’ve got a

the fez is actively on site bro you know

what i mean

and i swear though it was a [ __ ]

he gonna cross the road as well so i’m

just sat with this car that i don’t own

you know

i think you Podcast still the other day

i’m bullied in that i see yeah i see you

please for this got someone got done

there was running

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someone stabbed up on that yeah oh

someone got ran over whatever i don’t

know i tried rude after

the barbershop is bleed yeah someone got

done there as well recently

you you i seen your Podcast yeah yeah it

might have been that day though you know

yeah please stay pleased

it off and all that come on

i was only seeing because i just

happened to be on scene i didn’t get

called or let no one lets me know what’s

going on i ain’t really got one of their

phones at rings as you can see because

for this whole Podcast

you know what i mean when you show me

the wounds you got i never imagined

you’ve been through that because i’ve

never imagined it i can’t change like

see like i’ve seen you before and after

another one

you know at one stage i used to be like

twelve tall stones

twelve stones like couple pounds and

that that’s your mental strength

obviously you’re strong with that drops

in your mental stuff this is amazing oh

i’m strong still i do i’m strong i’m not

i’m not that strong but you know i could

do 40 vessels 50 pesos i think that yes

i could do 50 percent same wow yeah but

obviously i’m smoking that i might be

lying but you know when you’re fighting

this different effects i mean you can

control your adrenaline you breathe

different you breathe out you know your

nose to get oxygen to your muscles for

the people that don’t know

end of the day it’s just a risk and it’s

like a thing that we like we

all right

it’s only gallium

you know

yeah Podcast is a mad new thing because

it does really give people a chance to

sit in a room with you and it’s a

different vibe like you can feel your

vibe i’m sure you can feel the vibe

of the microphone because usually i’m a

strong presence you know i mean you know

you know i usually dominate people that

i sit around but you yeah i mean you’ve

got a strong energy manifest

i wonder y’all

i’m a baby man how old are you about 35

babies yeah man

i like you

now your brother is all your brother’s

[ __ ] no

i

me i’ve done so much since [ __ ]

school i did a lot at school as well

both schools

you know what i don’t feel

real talk yeah for you to say that i

need to think what i’m thinking oh i’ve

done so much here forget

more

yeah i’ve been through so much as well

but you know

i don’t remember that yeah i didn’t like

that no no i just wake up every day like

it’s fresh in it no it’s fresh yeah for

you yeah it’s just a blessing then you

[ __ ] look at your quest but like it’s

an effort to be like it’s not like it’s

not really like that i just say that i

wish i could go back to school i say

like it’s just a regime i say it is that

and then it is that and i say is that

your mentality is yeah this is a fresh

day in it bro so no matter what i feel

like right right no matter what you’re

like okay you’re talking village fees

military [ __ ] yeah so you could pump

something one minute next week you’re

waking up

[Music]

all of them guys are straight yeah

what’s the first thing they do when they

get pee

[ __ ] up not they go to casinos to

hookers or [ __ ] to dangerous things

with Criminal sort of um

what type of people are today because i

i was doing this

i’ve seen money so they’ve done in the

past but i mean nowadays that’s what and

that’s what most people who have got

money they like to flaunt it and the

lights are you know what i mean to be in

the in crowd they’re like i’ve never

flaunted you ever no no no no you’re

getting the jewelry forget the jewelry

yeah you did yeah you did fly

the diamond

the diamond necklaces and braces it for

one time i received wearing them yeah

but usually you are very very modest

humble yeah man you’re humble yeah

yeah i got nothing yeah cool i haven’t

got enough of it yeah

to actually have practical experience

you need to have some credit work

history you know i mean i ain’t got no

work history to say oh yeah i can do

this job i’ve never worked tonight in

this dress this is a wait time to do it

for myself that’s what i’m going to try

and do to get off the door i’m going to

double in it yes

you know i mean effects

employment support

what’s wrong with that no nothing’s

wrong with it nothing’s wrong with it

there’s a lot wrong with it really

because you’re not paying your way in

society really i don’t really feel like

um i’m [ __ ] doing it with myself you

don’t know right so i think at least if

i do a Podcast of me living this life is

i’m doing something while i’m living

this life and cause i do look for jobs

at the same time you know what i mean yo

you know what it’s it’s it’s it’s a nice

thing for you to say that you know

you’re looking for because you know you

know i don’t take it for granted you

know i mean i do like want to get off it

immediately you know i mean but i don’t

want to um put myself in a situation

where i get hurt all the people get hurt

or anything

i mean not like physically or anything

but i just mean like where they waste

money employing or training me off or

something if i can’t fulfill it at all

but what do you feel like you can do

this or hurt their pocket to give me the

chance do you know what i mean i want to

know that i’m a guarantee of [ __ ]

why’d you feel like you could do that

what do you feel like

that’s that’s a question so that’s a

good question that’s a [ __ ] good

question it’s a good spirit massive

it’s a bit looser

up on the side

did it didn’t give a [ __ ]

it’s like a bro

i wish i had that

[Music]

but you know what i’m straight off the

streets isn’t it you see me on the

streets now i’ll come

he’s like yeah let’s do it right now oh

all right now he’s like yeah let’s do it

right now it’s like all right cool

shout out to big jack

yeah man for real big jacking up shout

out to shout out to my big brother

daughter

for you brothers man

archer

all my nephews

all the brothers that are growing me

like grammy grinding on the streets

there’s nothing like that

yeah come on follow up on the Podcast

yeah

the [ __ ] if you want to come tell your

story about a little craft story or a

little little story where you’ve changed

your life around like affairs and you

don’t do that [ __ ] anymore and you’re

like i’ve been good man yeah get your

gcses

and you got to still be here to tell the

story of you know that life and not be

in prison telling it or you know what i

mean all [ __ ] dead telling it

you can’t because

my brother my brother was going to blow

up on that prisoners are going to let

him in and and hear your story indeed if

you want but you know what he’s saying

don’t go to prison but i do challenge

you know what let me tell you something

you know what it’s real talk bro

from my real

you’ve got someone that’s younger than

you that’s hencher than you stronger

than you

uniforms yeah the guy like hedge six

foot five oh yeah he’s [ __ ] oh

i’m like oh you’re like me but i’ve

always been nicer because yeah

this is a nice light but you’re a

thankful friend

i’m such a nice guy

because these views

in it yeah kids out here you just don’t

want to go to jail man that’s a whole

different thing you’re cheating like a

dumb man people shaving you can’t even

shave them

let me take you over oh it’s hard in

there what in the finger i can’t shake

take a picture to take a picture of you

you have to look like that yeah because

all together yeah yeah i don’t want to

see you on your id card because you look

different

it’s not you you go through a whole

different

good point yes it’s in the original on

the original idea oh yeah

just don’t give a [ __ ] i got lost off a

manslaughter as well no joke i got

locked up from manslaughter

i had about 15 charges

he paid money he paid money and you got

certain things you know you have to pay

you have to pay you have to pay your way

you’ve got me because for me because i

don’t i couldn’t handle prison first

time i couldn’t do a free spirit

once thought were charges i’m looking

eight years seven years six years four

years and i [ __ ] did watching csi

[ __ ] 18 19. a man with 40 15 bigger

than me and i was [ __ ] i couldn’t eat

no smoking

[ __ ]

you have to wash your own box of shorts

because i didn’t know the regime had to

go to the gym to get to the laundry

function yeah

i didn’t want to drink the juice because

people told me i had to get you as well

everyone’s a man over there everyone

just wants to do the thing you get your

food no one talks about your football

food you gotta be all yeah yeah it’s a

different different juvenile detention

center

you don’t want to go there trust me what

the [ __ ] is this there’s just there’s a

bullying about the esso

how could you avoid it you can’t avoid

you know where to go like what the [ __ ]

is that you know you’ve got these

[ __ ] these

hardened criminals on your case i don’t

know how they were no they’re all good

in this door just do stupid [ __ ] i’m

just a sensible person i’m just sensible

you’re getting sensible as i can be

that’s why you’re

to you’re the only [ __ ] guy i could

think of like when i’ve seen you females

opportunity to see you you know i mean

you’re a rare guy to see you know i mean

like say you haven’t been running for so

long and even when you’re on the end you

just

you know i mean

i’m there but you know what i’m

thanks everyone for listening but you

know what i’ve got to get to bed because

my sleeping routine is terrible yeah we

of the law

as well no joke i got locked up from

manslaughter

i had about 15 charges

welcome to not start online Podcast

you’re recording right now yeah we’re

recording right now bro bastard i’ve

seen

my guy around the corner him and his

brothers are thicker is a bit longer

than that

he’s going on a few years oh yeah yeah

but obviously

you know what he’s feeling before me you

know me you know my your you know my

oldest and that yeah you know

from the first time i met you in that my

old son

oh

um last time i almost heard from you you

had a bit of uh bits and bobs going off

uh he was quite heavily involved in the

game i heard that you’ve cleared up your

back now you’re not um no no no i’ve

done my thing both you know anyone

around ng2 you know

they know about his brother’s boy yeah i

do my thing i’ve been doing my thing for

a hot second or not but you know what it

is when i mean in the hot second decade

it’s not even like off okay but

you know i’ve not progressed in that but

you know sometimes

mind over matter really you can have pee

but you know like i said like i said to

you though you could have money you

could buy a bed but you [ __ ]

can’t get no sleep yeah no you could buy

a club yeah but you’re not getting time

or whatever the [ __ ] when everybody in

the morning

it’s a blessing to have so many women

around y’all

that are nice of you in that but you see

what it is like i said to you look up

you know i do my thing shout out to phil

you know sometimes you can sit somewhere

with no money yeah and getting cheated

like a king

about two things

but let me say a lot of muslims are nice

a lot of white people in the world yeah

yeah yeah yeah you know you know

i’m always promoting you know this guy’s

half asian brother

[Applause]

hey you see a lot of muslims like this

and like that when you get a lot of

white people like this and like that and

black people like oh you can’t

generalize you see what it is you have

to understand one thing yeah where we

come from

about it

good question

that’s a good question

yeah pick it there you go easy life or

something easy life for some people is

paying their bills and living comfy like

man like me i’ve never paid bills

mortgages yeah

asian yeah our asians work yeah yeah

that’s got so many answers

you know i mean because they had

children and everything i’ve got no kids

not this i just thought you know what

i’m going to hold back from that life

because it’s just a sacrifice [ __ ]

take mine if you want yeah

if you want you could i’m dead

enough of them the [ __ ] oh this is a

my oldest is seventies

unfortunately yeah yeah yeah yeah but

yeah she’s good now my oldest is

something and no i fought with him i

talked to him he’s all right you know i

mean and

my second is my daughter my third i got

another boy

it is what it is phil you know

you know what it is boys like i said to

you on the way down yeah boys when you

when you fall over you call for who your

mom yeah yeah

oh mama mama with the girls fall over

daddy

yeah i mean it is what it is but go back

so many hundreds of you know hundreds of

years

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people talk about slavery like oh this

and that and this and that but it’s like

modern day slavery is in britain

why not shot some jobs you’ll get them

cali

if not come

all in it that’s what i like about you

first man you’re always nice to everyone

you’re always you’re always cool man

yeah man you’re nice to me you know what

you know what the people saying my cool

shirt you’re gonna say another video

everyone likes i never knew i’m talking

[ __ ] about you from you know what i mean

i respect

a bit different yeah we’ve got we’ve got

we’ve got wound Crime we’ve got knife

Crime we’ve got we’ve got drug culture

but i think you know we don’t really

hear about murders we hear about a

little beef that’s called this stuff but

it’s it’s really human

this is a place where you can come

together

i don’t i don’t hold a grudge against

them do you know what i mean that hold a

grudge because they are aware because

i’m probably doing things wrong as well

it is as long as someone’s trying to

burn your hearts down

[ __ ] it breaking hearts is a part of the

game yeah as long as so much has to

ignite your [ __ ] ass and burn your

ass yeah yeah yeah you get me if they’ve

got a chest in the ove kingdom that’s

the kingdom but you know yeah yeah it is

what it is anyway yeah

it’s one minute it’s one man a bit he’s

like i’m sorry i am professional nothing

you paid though

i didn’t [ __ ] tonight

just by chance you know what i mean what

for the sex in it no not for the sex bro

you’re gonna leave disrespectful

people have yeah for real man

but they are evidence of

the fact that you know like the wives

are really [ __ ] good wives mind

they’re really [ __ ] really good

really like really like that called you

do you are just don’t give them kids is

that what it is

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what went wrong with england here was

when yeah the women got into feminists

and started burning bra started leaving

the ass not around for the kids the kids

didn’t get you know

holy play all right let me see let me

finish that situation how come there’s

no more churches left yeah i don’t know

this is more must than churches

because

there is no because

because there is no moderation

no there is

i mean the reason why i think that

australia is around

what you’re going to say what was it so

the church you’re losing for the

churches yeah disappearing and

everything in england yet it’s

unfortunately i believe because the

family unit was hurt you know what i

mean by the women going out to work and

stuff like that you know what i mean

women talking about women

right now i mean no no no no no because

the dad wants it that way because a dad

provides a woman loves her [ __ ]

husband and she wants every

high standard as possible well my

husband comes at him i want to be nice

and confident

it was like that it started changing you

know you know what i say to my oh shout

out

shout out to rage i’ll shout out to the

because you’ve done a lot of stuff i

know you’ve done high level stuff for a

long time i don’t know what we’re going

to go we’re going to go on another

Podcast in the area yeah we’re gonna

pull up to people and let them see what

what their fault

i know i don’t know over the years i’ve

worn you down a bit and you thought you

know what it feels all right yeah

yeah we work together yeah you

you are what you want

yeah well it’s beautiful to be

[ __ ] alive and uh what happened

then when you got fingered then was it

dangerous what happened yeah you know

what it is there’s another no i’ve got

shank i’ve got something five times

people talk five times five times

[ __ ] home i’m so glad you’re alive

you know yeah i don’t know but you see

what it is

sometimes

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from that’s just head topped one more oh

i’ve gone yeah got a corn yeah it got

done two two caliber 20 22 you put it in

your cycling that but yeah yeah yeah

yeah

you’ve done enough to hit the boat in

the [ __ ]

up there i

you don’t like the same old guy like

from every day i’ve seen you very

consistently well i’ve been actually a

shout out to my

a lot of people [ __ ] about me

you know what it is

yeah but you see what it is

you see what it is

the reality is this might be true i

don’t even know it might be [ __ ] it

might hurt it though yeah it might be

shoe it might be false just did you just

say view in it but you see what it is

what i’ve noticed yeah is that when you

when when you look good on eid

you know what eid is it yeah christmas

you see not white my name don’t hate me

like that because when we go to westwood

road tomorrow and we’ve got 30 black

and a few other people patrick paddy

yeah

when i was a kid what’s that a knife

ruined again yeah i got shanked i got

sliced on my on my leg both legs

but it’s like it’s painful that one

doesn’t matter

yeah put your finger in here don’t

wonder man y’all put your finger in this

[ __ ]

come on

what’s the future saying for you then

bro what are you on this podcasting or

what don’t you want to like like borrow

my studio to do postcards with your

emails you know i need you to come with

me

with a video

let’s go

a lot of people not to do nowhere wrong

yeah

somebody knows them yeah and you’ve done

them wrong right words and then dave and

 ] these are getting their [  ]

your mom’s tv as

things are going up like petrol i don’t

even drive dude i haven’t drive my butt

my mates have been having their bills go

up like five dollars a month extra

because they’re driving jobs because

they’re doing driving jobs so like you

pay your own wages

my left hand’s up because you know

headshot mode really can’t feel it what

can

inflation everything’s going up yeah

they’re saying england’s going to be

fought the same the titans have turned

in it obviously america’s falling on it

you know i mean like the the story the

prophecy is coming true in it yeah

prophecy i said that yeah yeah

everything you do you feel quite living

two kingdoms

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but you know what i will flex on your

[ __ ] arshia and go to florida but

you’re almost covered in divers

you come back you fall this is my

t-shirt by the way buy it or not start

online forward slash nft get yourself a

robin hood t-shirt what is that yours

yeah shout out where’s mine there yeah

i’ll go for it no they said i swear

i know him he’s like oh what the [ __ ]

he’s doing you don’t have to come off

that back right now i’m saying yeah yeah

right now i didn’t ruin you over on it i

see your face on it and he gave me

around another guy

i just know about myself and i can watch

myself i don’t know about it i’m feeling

as well i love good things you’ve got

five [ __ ] around him i can’t vouch

for him

yeah i’m saying that a lot of people go

through my [ __ ] in life yeah i’ve never

done hard drugs like that yet but i know

that sometimes yeah they might have been

tricked into the right man you know how

that man’s life how it came about you

know i mean you just don’t know

but there’s no excuses for it like you

say but you know i never judge a man but

i’ve got no addictions live but you know

what some things are difficult

what your addiction isn’t it sometimes

it’s something madness that’s not

nothing to do with drugs you put it to

the lifestyle some people are dangerous

to drugs some people are addicted to

gambling some people are addicted to

making money yeah some people are

addicted to [ __ ] yeah some people you

know

shout out to get to me once in a pub

yeah are you going to see this yo he

said to me you said you could you okay

listen to me you could you could trust

someone with with with your drugs but

you can’t trust him with your money i’ve

given him this much and i tested him and

he it’s a point [ __ ] fall down he’s

lifting you know you can all we in the

lifestyle we’ve lived and the age we are

we we

clever enough to enjoy yeah of course

yeah because people have been there and

done it themselves aren’t there so we

know what’s going on

just like our parents you say to us

don’t do this you know what tomorrow

you’re gonna and it’s true tomorrow we

see it hard so now we’re gonna do our

gamble now we have to make any means

necessary to [ __ ] so but you

know it is yeah i’m thankful to my

parents and i’m thankful to

the

fat food to england

yeah what the [ __ ] with that free nhs

free like i said before yeah

all right it is what it is it’s what

you’re making

i’ve given

i’ve not been that successful i’ve not

really been involved in Crime like

heavily that much that’s all really i’m

it’s just mental health it’s just so

hard sometimes people you know i mean

because it’s stupid and you’ve childish

or it’s just like you need to grow up i

need to grow up or whatever it’s like i

don’t want to throw my life away or

anyone’s hurt anyone or anything what

you know because the end of the day

anger does wear off if you can find

something to to

channel it or waits or something or

something

yeah

it’s really really ticked all my boxes

really but sometimes yeah

i’m the worst guy to ask questions but i

can’t back out about me i’ll tell you

whatever you want but not about shout

out to my own Podcast because i feel

soon yeah because you don’t want to

answer questions though not about other

people

i don’t know

i caught me off with a fallout what is

she what is [ __ ] is she human but she’s

not eating this [ __ ]

right i’ve not really hit my target yeah

i’m not really hitting no marks yet i’ve

always been part of all people’s lives

if you’re not i mean like sometimes i

think that’s a new one on my own so i

know ain’t going to go nowhere because

you’re watching the channel

though so she doesn’t need to move in

she doesn’t think that come on you know

you do your thing i need to get a

[ __ ] job one or something or do

something with my life i mean like this

podcasting it’s all right and everything

but

trying knowing it i’m trying i’m trying

my life i’m not really trying i’m not

really trying i’m just podcasting is

like this much in my my whole week in it

i’m just [ __ ] yeah i wake up in the

morning like you said i’m going to do a

Podcast i don’t want to

edit it tomorrow night let’s let’s let’s

travel isn’t it that’s cool that’s good

places

multicultural team people if you’re busy

you said you put your gloves up man you

put them off again

you know you’ve got to deliver something

to society what do they want come with

us

we’ll show you the date every Podcast so

yeah we’re linking up this place blah

blah blah call with us

can we [ __ ] get in peru i’ll be

anywhere with you

the next Podcast rap

if i’m not in them

i want Criminal stories and [ __ ] people

that wanted people want to hear because

we were a bit cagey

we got a couple people yeah you know i

don’t know

how people were really

you know too heavy man i don’t know

i’m on my own with cameras and mics and

uh in dangerous places where people are

making real money and i mean they just

don’t want to see me doing that it’s a

bit i wouldn’t want to see it i’d kick

him off the block i’d be like oh maybe

that’s what they say i feel they know

you enough but you know what it is they

don’t want to get the last one they were

nice to me but really truthfully i mind

my business that’s why they’re nice

changing about what i’m saying needs to

do end of the day

any money i can do anything like that

man

any man can do anything

give up on me

to my brother’s

oh my god dog needs to come and see me

because i’m full he used to reward him

you know

how quick you know you [ __ ] hear me

i don’t want to be a player kid i don’t

know [ __ ] put bets on that make sure

that bastard [ __ ] wins

quicker the worst thing i’ve ever done

gambling not horses and sports is long

drawn up no ari puffs yeah and what the

[ __ ] got certain horses on bastards i

yeah

i didn’t know a couple hours back in the

day when i was about 20. i’m talking

about saudi arabia yeah they’re popping

ones yeah pop ones yeah yeah yeah

probably own horses

yeah 50 million for a horse no one got a

jaguar gold jacket i wouldn’t look gold

it’s like gold colored jack top of the

range uh for his 21st birthday was

rolling down hockey yeah drunk about

three in the morning with him he was

like that [ __ ] i was like because

obviously he’s younger than usual yeah

big people yeah he like scraped down

somebody’s like oh well you know what i

mean you should i just thought i’m

getting out this guy this guy’s mad like

they’re mad they’ve got big people

yeah you’re going to tell me tomorrow

are you chatting [ __ ] to me

but why not that we should be grateful

because another day not income is the

sort of place where it’s invested

they’ve invested in that seat i’m

grateful for him to be here

that’s a lot of money getting splashed

around and not in a minute i know he’s

creating a lot of inflation with the

house price and stuff like that and

renting and stuff like but end of the

day that’s a lot of people getting paid

if it’s coming to Nottingham i’m happy

one

for that a little bit because i’m really

normal

generation even saying that it’s

anything

yeah but i don’t want zeppelin

so what you see normal the point is

yeah the normal night

you know you know generational money is

beautiful yeah and you’ve got 100

million you know you could put 50

million under your mattress buy 20 cars

100 200 thousand pounds worth of jewelry

buy your baby between my baby with

buying [  ] asses i still got [  ]

so many millions yeah but you’ve only

got one move yeah between five brothers

yeah i know you’re [ __ ]

you get 15 family members yeah

yeah yeah oh you got two movies

yeah yeah yeah yeah birthdays come every

year [ __ ] christmas comes easter

comes [  ] everything comes [  ]

happy bunny [  ] [  ] you name it

fourth of july [ __ ] it up well there’s

no rest for the best

once around here check it i had 30

people against me

all these like yeah

40 of them yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah

big old school business

you know

again yeah what all these my comments no

i don’t say that

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with him and stuff like that and every

single day i see him and we talk holy

stuff

he talks on the heart bro

that’s how i remember i don’t know from

nothing nobody knows that i’ve never

seen him back to anybody so you might

know the old one under the new one

that’s why i can’t have that talk yeah

like i said before 99 of the time your

own people take you out you know you’re

talking about them yo this is the papers

bro

real talk for tv yeah

let the people know what the truth is

i

but i’ve got love for everyone yeah i’m

with you in it because of you i should

love to have you all right

if it weren’t for you if i had anything

no one knows

my recordings

but not everyone’s like sometimes they

get offended very easily no i can sit

with you comfortably that’s why i know

you’re sick i can sit with you i can sit

with you

um so if you’re gonna give someone

someone after being shanked five times

yeah i’m getting ahead for my Podcast

what advice would you give me yo don’t

do no [  ] up [  ] you know just you

know it’s people out there that are uh

stronger than me bigger than me better

than me of course you know a lot of

people of course look in person you’re

in person

i

i was away for the half of the second

year whatever it was i was there i was

only there for like two years and i must

have missed half the year like 50

attendance yeah and they’re not going to

stop me from doing that that’s how i’m

at isn’t it i had discipline yeah you

wish you could go back to school

no no

i wish i could go back to it you know so

you got regret i forgot to get his head

up a bit more regret is it yeah

don’t know the work environment for it i

just know that

it’s just nice to

know what it is my nephews are doing it

my kids are doing it yeah yeah i’m just

going to maintain what the [ __ ] got for

mortgages yeah of course you are going

to maintain nothing

yeah questions

yeah

i want i want to keep charity the way

you travel

straight yeah

real talk for tv there’s [ __ ] you

think for us is taking me somewhere

equity is not equity gets run out now

it’s 2022. shout out to the people

trying to make it 200 300 400 bucks

[ __ ] bro real talk might be anything

to ask about me but it ain’t nothing the

government the system how it works right

now you’re going to be it’s different

but i want to leave a couple houses for

my kids yeah i want to be different yeah

yeah that’s nice if you’ve done that

that is amazing

yeah

like good credit and a job and all that

sort of stuff man i think that’s the

only way in life that you can do it

manifest you know i mean

plastic

is not good money but it is like good

money because if you speculate with your

credit investments they really doesn’t

cost you anything like people don’t buy

a house on a credit card don’t know and

they pay zero percent finance on it then

they’ve got an itemized bill of

everything they’ve done for the flaws

and [ __ ] and then bam they’re going to

pay off the thing once a month for

whatever through the rent payback or

whatever and this is right no no yeah

you know what it is a couple yards you

want to come for your yard

mortgage you put money down on it you

have to find a solicitor put your rights

through and then you’re going to pay

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40 grand up front you have to pay 42 43.

that’s how the [ __ ] system is

but yeah you have to start from

somewhere but i’m thankful for you know

my and and how it is but i’m just saying

you’re not my [ __ ] because i’m just i’m

just living at the moment

i’m teaching the kids mind that’s not

doing it because i i never got i was

thinking about doing a um online course

for kids who are off school like a

[ __ ] just a simple

little course you know

yeah for real you know

i’ll do that yeah

with that learning difficulties yeah

just normal just one more slow just like

even i could learn it like anyone could

learn and just you know start from the

times tables and then the abcs and just

do it slowly slowly slowly and just

swell you know easily you know i mean

you know even

history in there

yeah you know once

phil you know what me and you have been

both been through science and [ __ ]

double technology and then them classes

but

you don’t wish that

our father because the end of the day i

could have stayed on my engineering

apprenticeship if i wanted to i’m going

to do it yeah you could have a [ __ ]

corner i’m glad i didn’t know

because they said to me oh look in the

car park you see that knot you need to

go in with you

like that yeah i knew i tried to be a

raffle why am not here she’s only trying

to be a rapper once isn’t it

i didn’t make a lot of chats

huh i didn’t make it like i did try

harder i did all right i did better than

anyone else don’t ever give up yeah let

me say something to you you know what

you know what you just said something to

me yeah forget all this history and all

this because we were at school but we we

didn’t you know before can’t wait to

[ __ ] lesson finishes yeah real talk

yeah

let’s open somewhere we could [ __ ]

channel people

kids with [ __ ] problems yeah but

there’s no excuses because the internet

does provide a way to learn and if and

if a kid wants to know how to do

something they can’t find out if they

needed to say

but interacting with someone is

different yeah you’re all right getting

indie physically different

yeah it’s it’s a whole different right

we’ve got cool tables yeah we’ve got

this talk to us we can relate to them

you don’t have to fight him i’ve done it

look at these scores do you want to make

a [ __ ] um cic um community interest

company i don’t know about that but i’ll

pull with you yeah i don’t know we’ll do

that you know because you could be um a

mentor you could you know i’ve been

through that [ __ ]

i talked to him but i don’t want paid or

not and i’ll just do it for you guys

i’ll just do it for you

as long as as long as we’ve got respect

in the hood of course in the hood when

they when they pass by here they make

out yo this is phil’s wood

i’m definitely a guest in this hood man

because i’m not actually from this

foreign i haven’t been there 20 years

but to me that’s how mad i am you know

what i mean

i don’t know if you’re my god it’s my

hood then i’ve been jailed

off my nice play football as well for

the leagues and she just know nothing on

that because you play every team in

Nottingham right now it’s beef they

haven’t ran into it

beef everywhere why is it beef

everywhere

remember you had a couple beefs down

here didn’t you what happened one of

these

on westwood remember you was it you or

yeah it was you in it so what happened

what did you [ __ ] someone up a couple of

times

oh you mean oh did you see that

cool man on westward yeah yeah what was

going off on that did i [ __ ] up on

this one i’m like i did you’ve been a

violent guy nice

i don’t know all i know is that when i

leave around here i’ll just put a rest

on because we’re done with it right it’s

the best thing because there’s people

from other areas coming by they’re

stabbing around a man sure really

investigating

i think it’s good to start the Podcast

with an hour and 20 minutes thank you

for your time bro you know what i mean

and if you do want to be a co-host or if

you want to Podcast anyone you can come

by and Podcast with me for the time

what did that yeah i don’t know what was

wrong with her

and all these crowded people around her

whatever and she’s like then she stood

up like she’s all right

and she stumbled around a bit and it’s

like a [ __ ] sake i just thought it was

your drunk issue

she’s probably [ __ ] well yeah some

kind of truck she’s like some kind of

drugs

shout out to her yeah shout out to him

but she just [ __ ] kept walking around

in circles for [ __ ] like two and a

half hours i tried to get her a taxi

find her address oh there’s a [ __ ]

absolute nightmare anytime right now i

feel like that’s not obvious before i

seen you that’s what i was doing i’m

following this this this girl yeah she’s

getting things like this here

she was doing walking around town and

she just stopped

yeah she was [ __ ] md that me and she

was gonna up and reaching for stuff that

weren’t there and then and she stabbed

it up and uh you’re just a hard work she

was sat in the doorway for about half an

hour this is hard work because like i

don’t want to walk away and leave her

but i thought

why half step i’m not half stepper like

that in the end i had to [ __ ] leave

it because she kept turning around

sometimes you have to leave people after

five taxes bro i realized that she ain’t

even that [ __ ] she’s just being a

[ __ ] attention

[ __ ] me my left hand yeah shut up my

nerves are fortunate yeah yeah what what

so you can’t feel it at all i can’t feel

nothing to keep dropping things you know

really you’re not nervous no

dropped my flag chop my spiff a couple

of times he’s getting old as well when

mine isn’t as good as he used to be man

oh my god oh my god because your right

side of your head controls your left

side

down myself you know this man you know

he’s bastard yeah you just got to do

that and you just got to flex it every

day whatever you [ __ ] better you use

your left hand more than it that’s what

i would [ __ ] do

come on fine you know what i mean you

got to use it more

like you talking about it says that you

need to address it

i want to see you use it to fail well i

know that i’ve come back

[Laughter]

lobster and all that

salt fish and salt fish yeah [ __ ]

tilapia all types of fish all types of

fish

fish that taste like chicken broth when

you buy it it feels like chick that

bites oh different i’ve been dating

turkey yeah yeah i’ve been turkey three

times spain i only went to new mainland

spain spain was all right still i i

[ __ ] up in spain still because i had a

fight and i got locked up for three days

two days what was that about just just

just didn’t want to dance with a female

because i thought you know what my idea

would accuse you because you know it’s

the first time i went to maine that’s me

and i thought you know it didn’t matter

you’re trying to get you [ __ ] in that

you got me out dancing with her next to

me she’s making out oh i really yeah be

careful yeah yeah hey i didn’t know what

you to trust right now

[ __ ] his girls on top of him and um i

don’t know i just got arrested by the

time i got home and got nicked

what nick’s asked what’s he like at the

sales

[ __ ] eight man in one cell brother oh

[ __ ] you know how to speak sweater huh

they went to sleep no cushion well it’s

just just one bed in it i mean ever

however many man can get under one bed

in the [  ] you know the questions [  ]

all that just just open bars you get mad

there’s you you’re just in the basement

bro yeah that’s what

it is one yeah just like a little hole

you have to you have to sit down on the

floor and [ __ ] yeah like and like a walk

like a wall there or something something

you’re there for three days the two days

like a day like a day like a whole night

the next day in the evening i went to

court so basically a day i’m off i

wanted to say that there’s a court

translation i’m [ __ ] oh you know i

just got away didn’t it i’m never going

back to spain you’re my brother

i think i got a warrant on my name yeah

don’t name me

a few times but yeah

certain places do not get nicked in it

yeah

turkey i didn’t [ __ ] about you get me

that man will shoot you dead enough

with the buttons and [ __ ] buttons

they’ll put you in a field in that shoot

you didn’t make how you doing this and

that well

yeah that’s a funny thing that’s a funny

thing [ __ ] it actually i was just well i

was i’m glad to be back from [ __ ]

spain for that all right i’m going to

jamaica soon

yeah guys you’re making the characters

making

it to get there though it’s [ __ ]

miles away i don’t know but i need to

make a couple

me phil i’m not ma’am Podcast man what’s

going on wake up yeah no yeah

welcome to the last online Podcast let’s

get the questions now all right this is

this guy in the back of that’s called

jimmy

yeah he he he once came to me and said

oh i found

nine fingers

of [ __ ] that color same as that

cushion

yeah

you find

what basically nine of me in it

michaela michael yeah yeah yeah

nine of your skin colors yeah full ones

on the

i’ll tell you what you find on the minds

i don’t know where it saved you from

that but he said well yeah for you

though nothing for me i was like all

right so he said to you

innocent guy but you just you just

mentioned it while we were

and i just happened to mention it to my

my quite tall friend you know i mean

some moms like oh yeah

that thing is mine you know i was like

oh that was mine how does that guy know

where who he took it from he don’t know

does it so you could just lynch it off

and straight and say that’s mine

no no what happened so we went to the

guy’s yard to test it in we want to get

it and we went to the guys whoever it

was

and we’re there yeah going mad i came to

the door not nothing it was like a

little complex thing okay like that like

you coming to a little mini car park

and he was in his mum’s car when we went

around as well i didn’t know this so we

hopped i got to the guy’s flat yeah say

oh it’s me it’s me but the guys look for

the thing and seeing my man going no

[ __ ]

so what happened then tommy you got paid

i’m telling you no one got paid why

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one two three and then heard the thing

is they come in here they surround the

car party they’re surrounded the car

there’s no way out in this building yet

but

man it’s gone from a first story window

on the corridor and [ __ ] dropped it

you know i mean before they’ve got a

chance to surround the building he just

dropped it straight from the first win

the first floor bang must’ve been a long

drop but he’s so long wasn’t even longer

for it

you know what i mean by the time he’s

hung down and dropped it’s probably like

[ __ ] like seven foot for him to drop

a little bit for me yeah yeah yeah

long

i was left in the building i didn’t get

it it was just a [ __ ] it’s my fault

because it’s just he’s not like that

we’re all legitimate guys but he just

did it

and then we’re in the building and then

so i seen him in the car park pulling up

so i’m looking at the top so i’m going

to look at him coming in looking [ __ ]

where do i go

[ __ ] man even knows my name is where i

live everything they got it right on

that obviously on the door

i ran right right down to the very very

bottom stairs under the [ __ ]

stairwell and i seen a piece on his

[ __ ] foot you know me looking around

the corner

and he got shot back up done i got away

with the skin of my teeth [ __ ] pen

there no never

but then i had to reverse his mom’s car

yeah i could drive

i could not drive right now

he’s driving oh yeah i could drive now

but even then yeah even now i still get

bumpy driving this morning

it was brand new spanking [ __ ] thing

it looked [ __ ] amazing you know i

mean

just been washed and [ __ ] you know what

i mean and i’ve got a

the fez is actively on site bro you know

what i mean

and i swear though it was a [ __ ]

he gonna cross the road as well so i’m

just sat with this car that i don’t own

you know

i think you Podcast still the other day

i’m bullied in that i see yeah i see you

please for this got someone got done

there was running

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someone stabbed up on that yeah oh

someone got ran over whatever i don’t

know i tried rude after

the barbershop is bleed yeah someone got

done there as well recently

you you i seen your Podcast yeah yeah it

might have been that day though you know

yeah please stay pleased

it off and all that come on

i was only seeing because i just

happened to be on scene i didn’t get

called or let no one lets me know what’s

going on i ain’t really got one of their

phones at rings as you can see because

for this whole Podcast

you know what i mean when you show me

the wounds you got i never imagined

you’ve been through that because i’ve

never imagined it i can’t change like

see like i’ve seen you before and after

another one

you know at one stage i used to be like

twelve tall stones

twelve stones like couple pounds and

that that’s your mental strength

obviously you’re strong with that drops

in your mental stuff this is amazing oh

i’m strong still i do i’m strong i’m not

i’m not that strong but you know i could

do 40 vessels 50 pesos i think that yes

i could do 50 percent same wow yeah but

obviously i’m smoking that i might be

lying but you know when you’re fighting

this different effects i mean you can

control your adrenaline you breathe

different you breathe out you know your

nose to get oxygen to your muscles for

the people that don’t know

end of the day it’s just a risk and it’s

like a thing that we like we

all right

it’s only gallium

you know

yeah Podcast is a mad new thing because

it does really give people a chance to

sit in a room with you and it’s a

different vibe like you can feel your

vibe i’m sure you can feel the vibe

of the microphone because usually i’m a

strong presence you know i mean you know

you know i usually dominate people that

i sit around but you yeah i mean you’ve

got a strong energy manifest

i wonder y’all

i’m a baby man how old are you about 35

babies yeah man

i like you

now your brother is all your brother’s

[ __ ] no

i

me i’ve done so much since [ __ ]

school i did a lot at school as well

both schools

you know what i don’t feel

real talk yeah for you to say that i

need to think what i’m thinking oh i’ve

done so much here forget

more

yeah i’ve been through so much as well

but you know

i don’t remember that yeah i didn’t like

that no no i just wake up every day like

it’s fresh in it no it’s fresh yeah for

you yeah it’s just a blessing then you

[ __ ] look at your quest but like it’s

an effort to be like it’s not like it’s

not really like that i just say that i

wish i could go back to school i say

like it’s just a regime i say it is that

and then it is that and i say is that

your mentality is yeah this is a fresh

day in it bro so no matter what i feel

like right right no matter what you’re

like okay you’re talking village fees

military [ __ ] yeah so you could pump

something one minute next week you’re

waking up

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all of them guys are straight yeah

what’s the first thing they do when they

get pee

[ __ ] up not they go to casinos to

hookers or [ __ ] to dangerous things

with Criminal sort of um

what type of people are today because i

i was doing this

i’ve seen money so they’ve done in the

past but i mean nowadays that’s what and

that’s what most people who have got

money they like to flaunt it and the

lights are you know what i mean to be in

the in crowd they’re like i’ve never

flaunted you ever no no no no you’re

getting the jewelry forget the jewelry

yeah you did yeah you did fly

the diamond

the diamond necklaces and braces it for

one time i received wearing them yeah

but usually you are very very modest

humble yeah man you’re humble yeah

yeah i got nothing yeah cool i haven’t

got enough of it yeah

to actually have practical experience

you need to have some credit work

history you know i mean i ain’t got no

work history to say oh yeah i can do

this job i’ve never worked tonight in

this dress this is a wait time to do it

for myself that’s what i’m going to try

and do to get off the door i’m going to

double in it yes

you know i mean effects

employment support

what’s wrong with that no nothing’s

wrong with it nothing’s wrong with it

there’s a lot wrong with it really

because you’re not paying your way in

society really i don’t really feel like

um i’m [ __ ] doing it with myself you

don’t know right so i think at least if

i do a Podcast of me living this life is

i’m doing something while i’m living

this life and cause i do look for jobs

at the same time you know what i mean yo

you know what it’s it’s it’s it’s a nice

thing for you to say that you know

you’re looking for because you know you

know i don’t take it for granted you

know i mean i do like want to get off it

immediately you know i mean but i don’t

want to um put myself in a situation

where i get hurt all the people get hurt

or anything

i mean not like physically or anything

but i just mean like where they waste

money employing or training me off or

something if i can’t fulfill it at all

but what do you feel like you can do

this or hurt their pocket to give me the

chance do you know what i mean i want to

know that i’m a guarantee of [ __ ]

why’d you feel like you could do that

what do you feel like

that’s that’s a question so that’s a

good question that’s a [ __ ] good

question it’s a good spirit massive

it’s a bit looser

up on the side

did it didn’t give a [ __ ]

it’s like a bro

i wish i had that

[Music]

but you know what i’m straight off the

streets isn’t it you see me on the

streets now i’ll come

he’s like yeah let’s do it right now oh

all right now he’s like yeah let’s do it

right now it’s like all right cool

shout out to big jack

yeah man for real big jacking up shout

out to shout out to my big brother

daughter

for you brothers man

archer

all my nephews

all the brothers that are growing me

like grammy grinding on the streets

there’s nothing like that

yeah come on follow up on the Podcast

yeah

the [ __ ] if you want to come tell your

story about a little craft story or a

little little story where you’ve changed

your life around like affairs and you

don’t do that [ __ ] anymore and you’re

like i’ve been good man yeah get your

gcses

and you got to still be here to tell the

story of you know that life and not be

in prison telling it or you know what i

mean all [ __ ] dead telling it

you can’t because

my brother my brother was going to blow

up on that prisoners are going to let

him in and and hear your story indeed if

you want but you know what he’s saying

don’t go to prison but i do challenge

you know what let me tell you something

you know what it’s real talk bro

from my real

you’ve got someone that’s younger than

you that’s hencher than you stronger

than you

uniforms yeah the guy like hedge six

foot five oh yeah he’s [ __ ] oh

i’m like oh you’re like me but i’ve

always been nicer because yeah

this is a nice light but you’re a

thankful friend

i’m such a nice guy

because these views

in it yeah kids out here you just don’t

want to go to jail man that’s a whole

different thing you’re cheating like a

dumb man people shaving you can’t even

shave them

let me take you over oh it’s hard in

there what in the finger i can’t shake

take a picture to take a picture of you

you have to look like that yeah because

all together yeah yeah i don’t want to

see you on your id card because you look

different

it’s not you you go through a whole

different

good point yes it’s in the original on

the original idea oh yeah

just don’t give a [ __ ] i got lost off a

manslaughter as well no joke i got

locked up from manslaughter

i had about 15 charges

he paid money he paid money and you got

certain things you know you have to pay

you have to pay you have to pay your way

you’ve got me because for me because i

don’t i couldn’t handle prison first

time i couldn’t do a free spirit

once thought were charges i’m looking

eight years seven years six years four

years and i [ __ ] did watching csi

[ __ ] 18 19. a man with 40 15 bigger

than me and i was [ __ ] i couldn’t eat

no smoking

[ __ ]

you have to wash your own box of shorts

because i didn’t know the regime had to

go to the gym to get to the laundry

function yeah

i didn’t want to drink the juice because

people told me i had to get you as well

everyone’s a man over there everyone

just wants to do the thing you get your

food no one talks about your football

food you gotta be all yeah yeah it’s a

different different juvenile detention

center

you don’t want to go there trust me what

the [ __ ] is this there’s just there’s a

bullying about the esso

how could you avoid it you can’t avoid

you know where to go like what the [ __ ]

is that you know you’ve got these

[ __ ] these

hardened criminals on your case i don’t

know how they were no they’re all good

in this door just do stupid [ __ ] i’m

just a sensible person i’m just sensible

you’re getting sensible as i can be

that’s why you’re

to you’re the only [ __ ] guy i could

think of like when i’ve seen you females

opportunity to see you you know i mean

you’re a rare guy to see you know i mean

like say you haven’t been running for so

long and even when you’re on the end you

just

you know i mean

i’m there but you know what i’m

thanks everyone for listening but you

know what i’ve got to get to bed because

my sleeping routine is terrible yeah we

could we could do that after we pulled

up yes

we can

could we could do that after we pulled

up yes

we can

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